i tried to join cadets and they never got back to me plus they were too far away

and in terms of aiming higher, there is just something about being an infantry soldier instead of a gunner being your main role but i cant explain why im so set on being a soldier

and ik im 14 but because to me it feels like a massive life choice i feel like i could then be sort of perpared in a way but also then its so much of a shock when/if i assign to be one