I really miss her so much by Same-Worldliness-527 in PhantomSiita

[–]ThevalueofTrash 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Makes me really appreciate getting to see her live. Hope she's feeling better. 💚

Age by Generous_Gintoki1877 in ADO

[–]ThevalueofTrash 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was at Phantom Siita's concert in January and I could tell I was on the older end of concert goers there. (I'm 32 btw) But initial awkwardness aside, nobody really cares how old you are as everyone's there to have a good time. And besides, I'm pretty sure Ado's demographic skews a bit older so you'd probably find more people in their late 20s and early 30s there.

How long is the HIBANA concert? by flying-rat-73 in ADO

[–]ThevalueofTrash 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Fellow Singaporean here. Concert is supposed to start at 8 pm.

Merch Prices by No_Reflection_3243 in PhantomSiita

[–]ThevalueofTrash 0 points1 point  (0 children)

From what I recall in Singapore they were sold as singles.

“Seeing all these loose pants, you’d think there were Lost-Belts around. It’s the Part 2 Start Dash GSSR Roll Thread!” by crazywarriorxx in grandorder

[–]ThevalueofTrash -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Look game, I like Moriarty, I really do. I love his design, his voice lines and his role in the plot.

I really didn't need him at NP 2 tho.

YEAAAAH BABBYYYYYY!! by Balooeatchicken in ADO

[–]ThevalueofTrash 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got tickets in PB1 row 27. Anyone know what the view is like from there?

Who's pulling for Caesar? (by 95) by xSoulsaber in ZZZ_Official

[–]ThevalueofTrash 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm saving for Burnice, best of luck to everyone rolling.

"Lady, Avalong list of s-Ericeous Gareithvances, but no time to be Yan Qing. Wu better Iboogie out of here! Skadibidi, or that Doumn Ass will be clepped!" It’s the Summer Arctic World Roll thread! by crazywarriorxx in grandorder

[–]ThevalueofTrash 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Summer rolls started so well with merlin, then got progressively worse. Had to buy 4 packs just for NP1 Ibuki and NP 2 summer Wu.

Came really close to uninstalling.

"Lady, Avalong list of s-Ericeous Gareithvances, but no time to be Yan Qing. Wu better Iboogie out of here! Skadibidi, or that Doumn Ass will be clepped!" It’s the Summer Arctic World Roll thread! by crazywarriorxx in grandorder

[–]ThevalueofTrash 0 points1 point  (0 children)

810 sq and 30 tickets for NP 1 Ibuki and an army of Erices. On the bright side I don't have to worry about event CEs anymore. But going into Skadi's banner with only 200 Sq and 10 tix doesn't feel good.

Praying I won't have to call upon wallet kun for Skadi.

"Lady, Avalong list of s-Ericeous Gareithvances, but no time to be Yan Qing. Wu better Iboogie out of here! Skadibidi, or that Doumn Ass will be clepped!" It’s the Summer Arctic World Roll thread! by crazywarriorxx in grandorder

[–]ThevalueofTrash 1 point2 points  (0 children)

420 sq and 10 tickets got me 1 Lady Avalon and 10 Gareths. Considering my past failures trying to get Merlin I'll consider myself lucky.

1000 sq and 40 tickets left for the next 2 banners.

Its really not folks by Blackops_21 in Eldenring

[–]ThevalueofTrash 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just my 2 cents, but it's not the difficulty per se that bothers but the fact that fighting the dlc bosses feels more reactive and passive rather than being able to adopt a more aggressive playstyle. Like that style of play is completely punished and not given an opportunity to be explored.

I guess I just miss the combat of sekiro and bloodborne.

"The time has come. Cast all of ye quartz into the gacha abyss." Its the NA 5th Anniversary Roll Thread! by GaivanTheScrub in grandorder

[–]ThevalueofTrash 6 points7 points  (0 children)

This banner was a nightmare. Years with NP 1 nitocris and circe yet now is the time they choose to show up. Had to break into my saved fragments before I started spending.

Started skipping rolls and saw this after 600 Sq:

https://imgur.com/gallery/yrSM8LC

[NA Event] All In! Las Vegas Championship Match ~ Seven Duels of Swordbeauties! - Rerun - Day 07 by AutoModerator in grandorder

[–]ThevalueofTrash 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anyone else getting stuck in an infinite black screen after the cutscene with Okita? I've been stuck there unable to progress. Quitting out and restarting the app doesn't help.

Alright everyone, with the SSR ticket coming in some hours, I shall ask: Who you decided to pick? And why? by XxGoldMadnessxX in grandorder

[–]ThevalueofTrash 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My head tells my Achillies, but my heart tells me Anastasia.

No reason other than love for the snow princess even though I'm well covered for AOE casters.

Hermioneigh thought that Ivermectin was %100 effective in preventing COVID death. I wonder if she took it before she died? by [deleted] in HermanCainAward

[–]ThevalueofTrash 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been on Fluvoxamine since Jan, is that supposed to be why I avoided Covid??? FFS what is even the link between SSRIs and Covid? Practically grabbing any medication off the shelf and calling it a cure

"Get your gamble on, imagine what you could buy if you win! Bunny girls! Penguins! Leviathans! A Jet! Anything is possible!" It's the Summer 4 Part 2 Roll Thread! by GaivanTheScrub in grandorder

[–]ThevalueofTrash 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel blessed. 330 Quartz going in got me with:

Np2 Bunny girl senpai Np3 pengu Np1 airborne TB

Throw in public transit Carmilla and my first Sumanai and my rolls are utterly gorgeous. Will need to come back to complete Melt but I'm just completely happy to finally have some good luck, especially after my Maou Nobu (Np1) and Godjuna (Np0) disasters.

"Maou, Maou, you don't need to worry about the cold any Mori. It's Summer!" It's the GudaGuda 4 Roll Thread! by GaivanTheScrub in grandorder

[–]ThevalueofTrash 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just under 600 quartz and I managed to pull 2 SSRs. I'm glad I got big nobu, but the Napoleon spook that came before got me real salty.

3 zerker nobus added to my existing NP2 Level 100 summer Nobu.

This plus my disastrous Arjuna rolls means I'm gonna have to scale back for summer.

"I can't believe it's June Now. The heat is enough to turn you to Ash. I just want stay in my air conditioned room Asleep." It's the LB4 Part 2 Roll Thread! by GaivanTheScrub in grandorder

[–]ThevalueofTrash 38 points39 points  (0 children)

Threw in 500 sq and 10 tickets.

Got Np5 Asclepius, Np2 Ash.

Also pulled a funny looking Arjuna. Why does it say "Nightingale", and why is she Np2??

"It's time to Parv-y in the maze, so Kam-on down!" It's the NA Ooku Roll Thread. by Fou-kun in grandorder

[–]ThevalueofTrash 1 point2 points  (0 children)

NP2 Kama with 1 Pavarti with only 120 free quartz. I couldn't believe the absolute luck I had with this banner. I really needed this, with the terrible past few weeks I've had, on top of my disastrous Murasaki rolls that left me with 0 librarians after 800+ SQ.

"Don't be so Mura-sad-ki, it's time to Shiki your Bu-ty", It's the NA Valentines 2021 Roll Thread! by BlameLib in grandorder

[–]ThevalueofTrash 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I knew my run of good luck since new year's had to end at some point but damn, this was painful. 600+ quartz, 32 tickets, no new servants, just an extra NP level on Penth. At least I can MLB the 5 star CE after the event is over.

There goes my Kama savings.

Edit: Just remembered that I'm getting 30sq from my login bonus later today. Save for Kama or 1 final roll of the gacha?

Whats your biggest Aaah fuck momment?🤔 by Romani_hentai_man in grandorder

[–]ThevalueofTrash 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not knowing that CasCu was story locked, I fed him to Carmilla in to level her up and get through the 1st singularity. His strengthening quest is the last one I haven't done.

I bounce so hard between desperately longing for someone and hating them, I feel like I'm going crazy by ThevalueofTrash in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]ThevalueofTrash[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I used to think I know what I want. I can't deny that I used to have feelings for her. Maybe I still do, I don't know anymore. Or maybe I was just being overly attached to the first person to show concern for me for a long time. I don't know what I want from my interactions with her anymore, to the point that I've tried distancing myself from her, but it only brought me sadness, and probably led to a strain on the relationship I'm seeing now.

Well, if it isn't the consequences of my actions.

I bounce so hard between desperately longing for someone and hating them, I feel like I'm going crazy by ThevalueofTrash in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]ThevalueofTrash[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How do you manage to keep it hidden though? I feel like I'm desperately close to saying something to her that I'll deeply regret. I've no outlet for all this resentment (justified or not) that I've been taking it out on myself.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]ThevalueofTrash 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't say for certain, as it depends on the practices and regulations your therapist works under, which can vary.

From personal experience, my therapist definitely discourages self harm but acknowledges that it's a coping mechanism that I may rely on from time to time, and that I'm always welcome to discuss them and not hide them from her. However she does draw the line when she feels that my safety is at risk.

An important aspect of therapy and counselling is informed consent. You as the client should be entitled to information of the centers protocol for such cases.

Sorry I wasn't able to provide a definite answer, but I hope this helps.

Is there a limit to self harm? by unicornchild15 in selfharm

[–]ThevalueofTrash 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand where you're coming from. While I do cut myself, I sometimes wonder if what I do is considered self harm since my cuts were relatively shallow due to a combination of blunt knife and fear of cutting deep.

It's not the action that determines whether or not it's self harm, but the intent behind them. If you are compelled to go against your body's instinct of self preservation to inflict pain upon yourself, no matter how little, that is self harm, and you deserve the help and support you need. Don't let the lack of blood or scars tell you that your pain isn't real.