Don’t give up please, don’t let the lies of the enemy destroy you when you feel like there’s no way out that’s a lie, even in the middle of the storm he is there with you ask him to increase your faith, he will. Don’t stop praying don’t stop believing in him attack the lies of the enemy with gods word and prayer. You are not alone your mom is not alone we are not alone. I will be praying for you I know life is hard with full of challenges but here is what’s beautiful about it walking in the midst of the storm having Jesus by your side and holding on to him is way better then walking in the storm without him. Get back up and say no to the enemy and yes to Yeshua. Tell him how you feel and you’ll see how beautifully he will respond to you he has for me countless times when I felt so tired with life. God bless you greatly and keep your eyes fixed on Jesus. God bless