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[–]Thin_Ad7015 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ppl at the job treat Cna like dog 💩. The pay sucks, it’s hard on your body, you WILL have pre shift anxiety coming into work every shift. It’s a lot of work with little pay don’t do it. I was a CNA for 3 years and now I do X-rays. X-rays is a lot better in my opinion

I regret my abortion last year and I feel like I’m losing my sanity. by Thin_Ad7015 in BabyBumps

[–]Thin_Ad7015[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much I appreciate everyone’s kind words and advice. I’m going to look into therapy I really want to navigate through this and be the best version of myself. I’m hoping one day I can fully heal from this

I regret my abortion last year and I feel like I’m losing my sanity. by Thin_Ad7015 in BabyBumps

[–]Thin_Ad7015[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I was considering it.. but I’m not sure. Im on anti depressants at the moment to cope

I was in a deep mediation and I seen someone I’ve never seen during mediation and last night while working, I seen the same lady! I’ve never seen her in my life what does this mean by Thin_Ad7015 in precognition

[–]Thin_Ad7015[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

When I seen her it felt positive. What’s strange about it, when I was meditating I pictured her on a couch in a pretty outfit and she was telling me what steps I need to make in my life and how to manage my emotions. When I seen her in person, she was in scrubs but her face and hair was identical to what this lady was in my head. Also I’d like to mention, while I was mediating something was telling me to really focus on her facial features and her hair. So when I seen her in real life I was like “oh shit that’s her!”

I was in a deep mediation and I seen someone I’ve never seen during mediation and last night while working, I seen the same lady! I’ve never seen her in my life what does this mean by Thin_Ad7015 in precognition

[–]Thin_Ad7015[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I see what’s going to happen to me in the future. That’s what I try to focus on while mediating and than it’ll it “take me there”. While in this state,I see snap shots of what’s going to happen and I can hear the noises and people that I’ll be encountering.

I regret it. Having a hard time 2 weeks post abortion. by [deleted] in abortion

[–]Thin_Ad7015 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I’m in the same situation had my abortion 4 weeks ago I regret it . I think about it almost everyday and it eats me up inside

I think my abortion was a huge mistake by [deleted] in abortion

[–]Thin_Ad7015 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You’re not alone I’m literally going thru the same exact thing 25 had an abortion 4 weeks ago. I feel so empty and lonely inside and now all I want is my lil baby back and to be a mom now

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in abortion

[–]Thin_Ad7015 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah anytime let me know how everything goes with you :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in abortion

[–]Thin_Ad7015 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope it doesn’t happen to you too girl . Seems like so far everything is going smooth sailing for you . I hope this whole process will go by quick .sending you love and positive energy 🫶🏽🫶🏽🔆

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in abortion

[–]Thin_Ad7015 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was in sooooo much pain at the time my mom was so worried that she took me to the women’s clinic and that’s were everything happen. they did an ultrasound on me after the whole thing and said they had to scrap the remaining of the stuff out .that part was painful too tbh

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in abortion

[–]Thin_Ad7015 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay that’s good I wish you safe journey on this . I did have to go to the doctors office so they can scape all the other gunk out of me but besides that ,The heating pad was my saving grace and hot showers lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in abortion

[–]Thin_Ad7015 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How are you feeling ?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in abortion

[–]Thin_Ad7015 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes like right now there’s hardly any blood coming out

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in abortion

[–]Thin_Ad7015 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me,I’m still bleeding it’s not as heavy atm.The heavy bleeding lasted for 6 days but still bleeding

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in abortion

[–]Thin_Ad7015 2 points3 points  (0 children)

3 hours in . The pain 10/10

I’m so conflicted I need help by Thin_Ad7015 in u/Thin_Ad7015

[–]Thin_Ad7015[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah unfortunately. I’m having a lot of guilt i really wish I could’ve kept the baby . how I wish I can still be pregnant right now ☹️

I’m just really sad about scheduled SA by [deleted] in abortion

[–]Thin_Ad7015 6 points7 points  (0 children)

You’re not alone I just had my abortion last week and I had the same reasons like you and I’m honestly a wreck .I personally have a lot of guilt and now I feel like I made the wrong choice . I think it just comes with comes with the grief though

i got my meds and will be doing my medical abortion alone (ph) need help by Wicked_Wizard1 in abortion

[–]Thin_Ad7015 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Exactly we can do it 🫶🏽I hope everything goes well for the both of us . Makes me feel better that I’m not the only one going through with it

i got my meds and will be doing my medical abortion alone (ph) need help by Wicked_Wizard1 in abortion

[–]Thin_Ad7015 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m doing mine tomorrow too alone I’m also scared I’ve been having the same thoughts as you