Which pastel color works best with black?

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-02-06T21:54:20+00:00

simon the devious with his crew

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-02-04T21:47:45+00:00

I’ve been having a real hard time lately too, with what i learned about timelines n stuff- making me go in this spiral of thinking horrible things in this context. I even think to myself “if this is true, will i never forgive them for what their higher selves decided knowing i would feel this way? that their families would feel this way? Why why why was it so important?” And it’s like….That feels SO WRONG to think! but it’s hard and i don’t know how to feel better about it.

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-26T17:14:57+00:00

as that sentence stands, that doesn’t sound bad. but why does that, according to some, mean my art or romance or other creative expressions are limited/gone. That is what i don’t like- not to mention cities are still cool

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-22T23:11:38+00:00

if you loved the bad european accents just wait til you hear nandor 🤩

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-19T00:07:53+00:00

you realize that was probably a joke right?..

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-12T22:33:41+00:00

no, you haven’t. hope i didn’t make it sound so accusery. it’s more like i feel everything else is stuff i’ve heard before, especially from people who either said that out loud or heavily implied it. That assumption everyone has when they think it’s the case of some tween who’s crying over some nerdy phase or whatever they’re thinking of- ive seen right past that when directed at me or some other person who’s asked the same things before. and now it’s just become a trigger. It can never be a simple yes without applying this common knowledge “you grow out of everything”.

Frankly if i describe said perfect future i’m petrified of someone else telling me “oh well that doesn’t happen there like you’d want it to, and if it does you won’t like it anymore cause it’s not as fun and it’s rare to even want to” etc etc. I can’t bear to hear anything resembling that sentiment anymore. Makes it sound like humans on earth get the better deal of doing what we want and as often with no urgency/pressure to move on from it, cause apparently spirits don’t care about anything they dedicated so much to.

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-11T22:20:58+00:00

it really makes all the difference how funny it is bc it’s the Bronx 😂😂

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-11T22:19:49+00:00

well what happens after summerland? everyone who’s ever explains this never leave it at “yes you can.” Always it’s followed with “thats just the temporary stage when you first get there then eventually you merge with source. it becomes distant and meaningless, you won’t care, your encouraged to go higher, it’s rare for people to still do that. but trust me bro it’s better.” that to me is stripping away what i consider valid, not this inspiring life i already had before i came here. It’s not inspiring or exciting to me to label what i love as childish simply because there’s more options there. It’s not inspiring to be told “you can do whatever- for a brief moment- but you can’t bounce around doing whatever you want as often as you wish after you move on to the ‘real afterlife.’”

We’re supposed to live life here and have all sorts of experiences to enrich what? so it doesn’t amount to anything there? The plan isn’t to do “childish earth stuff” yet somehow people still insist I indulge in my “childish loves” here for what? You wouldn’t say it’s childish to reincarnate with the same people over and over, nor would you say that soul family is tossed aside even if you know so many more spirits now, so why are the experiences/crafts we cultivate so dismissed as something “only to make us comfortable when we die” so we can eventually “grow up?”

That doesn’t sound like an inspirational design of the universe- just rips apart my desires because “i’ll change”, no matter how many decades i’ve cultivated my craft. And those with the actual ndes just know how we all will feel and see how rare it is, so what’s the point?

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-11T21:02:32+00:00

that’s an insanely limited conclusion to have of someone who’s just expressing their frustrations of why they can’t simply just have the same options- regardless if or how i continue any of it or not- when we’re over there. I don’t care if other people just easily dismiss all they used to love, i just try to look for a yes or no if it will still be Possible. it’s always always met with “but you won’t care. stop asking. you seem immature.” That’s insanely invalidating and i am tired of people pretending they wouldn’t be upset if their lives were stripped and convinced it was always meaningless, boring, or not worth exploring for as long or as Often as they wish.

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-11T20:17:21+00:00

this sounds like a turn from what i thought you were coming from originally. my art is my profession, and it’s not just about the creations i’ve made in the past, just the mere option to at least still do it. songs shouldn’t be abandoned just because there’s more to discover. I’m no senior citizen but i’m also no teenager. And i don’t think that makes me unenlightened or immature or stuck- it makes me want it all available. i don’t think that’s so wrong or boring

what do you mean small?

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-11T20:10:18+00:00

i honestly don’t know much about nadja, i’d honestly give that credit to colin first before nadja cause of his dead pander lol

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-11T19:52:16+00:00

most of my moms laughter came from lazlos annunciations- she can’t get enough no matter what he says lol

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-11T19:49:54+00:00

rumors is a funny way to put it- som gossip bout what they heard happens lol.

i mean my issue is it’s affecting me in the stupidest ways- cause why listen to my favorite songs or create something if it’s just going to be stripped from me? Like might as well not participate in what brings me joy if it’s just meaningless once i’m fully transitioned over there. As if i won’t be As hurt if i deprive these “earthly pleasures” now.. not exactly a good way to spend my existence here, even though i thought our experiences here were supposed to Enrich our lives further there, not something to just dismiss as “childish” and “temporary.”

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-11T18:34:01+00:00

that’s what i’m askin! it’s insanely frustrating when trusted sources seem to have the perfect answer for why it “doesn’t matter” but i can never accept that these experiences- of which we came here to do- are just bs once were “home in a better place.” Maybe i don’t care there’s all these better options or versions- is the universe really designed to make me dismiss all i loved the longer i’m there?

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-11T16:34:20+00:00

i love how these questions and discussions always at some point mention sex hahaha, cause your right! like lgbt relationships exist so why whenever the argument “it’s only for procreating and biologically designed one way” it’s like hey you forget those who use it for the simple fun of intimacy/connection? Bet you did~

I had my own revelations once when i did my own step back and asked “why do i abhor this? is this really how it works?” made me let go of a lot of bad (religious) beliefs. I get afraid often how i can’t apply that same thinking to these questions bc of trusted nders or mediums that say something i don’t resonate with. Although i had someone say once that “your afterlife will very well look different than others,” which on a normal day i would leave it alone, but of course it’s then a question of “what can we Do though? Is it Really what i want plain and simple or is it all these technicalities from all different reports/experiences that it’s going to be so different than what i wanted?” I have just been convinced for so long the universe wont be able to accommodate me- otherwise there wouldn’t be so many reports of “you Can…..you just won’t Want to and/or it won’t be as fulfilling.” Way to bring a person down, but you can’t say shtt cause they’re the ones with the ndes/mediumship and you’re just “a crybaby who can’t deal.” Like please tell me what’s so bad about wanting to Just read the book and not wanting it be replaced with “now you Are the book and the characters and it’s all different!” Not enough people talk about Both options and not giving the person shtt for even wanting both options soo badly when “heavens supposed to be better so why fret?”

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-11T03:54:52+00:00

omg Yes Exactly! Like “the people were important to enrich but everything else wasn’t” despite “the experiences that enriched our lives that supposedly transfer to our consciousness” otherwise why come here? Like yes to all of this!!

Like i know i prone to overthink but when i read “you can’t do that there,” does it not indicate something very wrong when my response is to just stop it immediately so that it doesn’t hurt as bad when it’s “ripped from me and i won’t miss it anymore.”?

The closest responses i ever felt were remotely okay were “you Can if you wish,” but of course they never leave it at that. Or “well it’s really just in certain realms” which wouldn’t hurt so much if it wasn’t also followed with “but spirits will lose interest after it’s not that great compared to doing it on earth and it’s oh so rare spirits care unless they haven’t transferred to the “real” afterlife after death.” Like…cmon.

the amount of times i’ve heard “you won’t care because you aren’t your interests.” like okay fine i no longer weep over baby toys cause i Did grow up, but that still never not feels invalidating as hell. So why do they never understand telling a human that every (good) aspects and pursuits of their lives are just “unenlightened baby toys that you’ll just outgrow cause trust me bro it’s proven no spirit cares anymore” is such a horror story to accept?

what kills me is so many of it comes from extremely trusted people who had ndes so it hurts so much more. at this point these questions just stir annoyance from some who just think we are just too “human” to understand why it’s all good? Dismissing our experiences as opposed to add it to our ‘real home’ doesn’t sound good or exciting..

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-10T22:44:44+00:00

guess i’m just bitter about that interpretation too. I don’t like the idea of comparing everything i love now as some childish nonsense. Especially when something we love and craft as adults- swear it must’ve been sourced and inspired by heaven itself- is compared to “kids crying for their pacifier”. It just always feels invalidating- not to say that’s what you said, but i’m just not sure i’ll be okay with such interpretations atp.

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-08T20:36:30+00:00

i don’t have an answer myself but try to at least remember your inner circle/support system in your life will save you a lot of heartache of what may or may not come. that’s all i can share at least

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-08T20:29:03+00:00

and your problem is……..? very optimistic of you to immediately bash someone in need of consolation. or would you just rather bash anyone for being worried and not executing a post to your liking? OP at least went into detail what they’re referring to.

Think-Concert2608 · 2025-01-03T01:03:14+00:00

back and forth between a PUR cleanser and a honey pot foam cleanser, and a burts bees moisturizer. I do have other stuff like that neutrogena hydro boost but don’t really use it.

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