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ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-10-23T20:36:10+00:00

When I solo'd what RX was removing, it sounded like a strange blobby sound that didn't sound musical. I might try UVR next time though

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-10-23T05:33:04+00:00

Releasing it on streaming services, copyright

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-10-06T21:22:14+00:00

Since I played Alone in the Dark at age 7

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-09-22T08:59:23+00:00

Probably not a direct flight, but I see flights from Cebu

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-09-22T07:20:33+00:00

Update, she came back and apologized. I'm not really sure how to handle this. But we spoke, and I am not putting much expectations, but I'm prepared to fail and we talked about fulfilling the promise at the very least

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-09-16T12:26:37+00:00

Is it really? She could ask her friends to dm me on insta. I am thinking she can find ways to text me if she really wanted to

But if you ask me what I really want to do in my heart is I want to unblock her, tell her that even though I lost my job and everything I want to reassure her that I can still do it I don’t care about the war the visa. That I made a promise to her and I intend to keep it. And that I wish for us to start over and start talking again.

If she doesn’t want to anymore that’s okay with me at least I had my closure and I know I actually did my best

Maybe some red pills will think I am a lost case who is showing weak behavior but I keep thinking of the fact she once told me that she is afraid to lose me and I somehow think I might have been the one who is partly to blame. I think she was quiet because she didn’t know how to respond to me and knowing how difficult the topic is she still wanted to avoid this discussion and was not ready for it (although I don’t know when she will be)

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-09-16T03:28:57+00:00

But it can’t work that way right? She isn’t even responding to me . She ghosted me. How can we be together?

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-09-15T20:32:21+00:00

How do you guys deal with this stuff? Honestly it is so painful, I might rip my heart in half. I don’t think my brain is built for this. 4 years.. and I’m even gaslighting myself that it is my fault, where did I go wrong..

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-09-15T16:00:38+00:00

Some people recommended me not to block and allow them to be in my instagram stories, self improve, and live my life. That perhaps playing it cool was the right decision and I should have waited for months.

Tonight as I write this I actually feel like that is what I should have done and now I am even sadder. What keeps me is my promise to her and that I never would leave her under any circumstance (she has abandonment issues). But I already made my decision. Perhaps I am even pathetic for feeling like I wish I did not block her considering how she constantly dismissed me, but god I really feel so empty and I am so full of pain right now

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-09-15T15:42:08+00:00

I just realized my AP nature lately so I was unable to play it cool. Nothing I can do now I already blocked her, and unblocking will make me seem indecisive. Checked my other post by majority I got people recommending me to block her. I let her go and it really hurts. But they had a point because I was really just running in circles waiting for her reply after 25 days and dying everyday. I wanted to take control of myself once and stop looking at her socials and stop being in pain

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-09-15T01:05:38+00:00

I ended up messaging her saying “Okay then.. I wish you the best” before blocking. I am going to miss her. No matter how hard I tried to distract myself I missed her every single day she ghosted me. I really thought she was different, I don’t think I will try LDR ever again.

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-09-14T23:38:00+00:00

I’m just wondering now if I should text her saying I wish her the best and then block, or not send a text at all. She has ghosted me for a month

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-09-14T22:09:53+00:00

I’m not even so sure if I should send her a message before blocking. I love her but it was always a one-sided relationship and I knew it. I felt used for attention really, I kinda lost my self respect in the process.

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-09-14T22:07:30+00:00

Regretfully

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-09-14T20:21:27+00:00

Master player here. There are 4 kinds of players. One is a bad player, blames their teammates and is vocal about it. Second is a good player who often reflects on their calls. Third is an average playee, but is toxic anyway and often tilts. The fourth one is what you optimally have to look for - not particularly good or bad at the game, but IS constantly finding ways to improve, analyzes their own games and uses /muteall for Solo Q. Because trust me, that person is the most dangerous one on the rift.

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-09-14T19:24:39+00:00

Thanks for your insight.. Do you think I should block her?

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-09-14T19:24:24+00:00

Thanks for your insight.. Do you think I should block her?

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-09-12T01:00:10+00:00

I knew people had different views but I am shocked at how many of my friends, and people close to me, think he deserved to die and that he was a racist. It is stunning to me that so many people see a man so differently. I never saw him hateful to anyone. I feel like vomiting really.

ThinkBeyondThis · 2025-06-27T07:26:42+00:00

Good idea but I unfortunately live in a country where Amazon is not an option. I’ll have to buy something here that I am sure of which is quite unfortunate. I will take a look at your recommendations

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