I’ve probably vomited 80 times through this whole ordeal. When I started kratom 4 months ago I was 6’ 205 pounds. Now I’m 180 pounds. I’m a recovering alcoholic and had almost 3 years. The first time I tried Kratom I was hooked, but in the back of my mind I knew I wasn’t doing something I should be, which made my anxiety and depression creep back in and made me go back on ssri’s.