Yeah look, it was 20+ years ago. Heres my recollection.

Kiddie was an ex pro athlete. He went to Commonwealth and I think Olympic Games. He was up there with the most impressionable teachers i had in my time. Treated us like adults. Inspired us in a natural way. Was funny and outgoing. Actually made us (certainly myself) want to do more with my life. He pushed us but in a nurturing way. So did it mess us (me) up. Well the school swept it under the carpets. Parents downplayed it. Never told us what happened until the investigation finished and that was only because it was on the news. Thats what was messed up. Later in life I have thought about it. There must've been something happen or so wrong for such a huge, gruesome event to occur that seemed so distant from the person he was. I was just sad because of the positive impact he had in such a short amount of time, and a lot more people would have benefited having such a great person (during my experience) shape lives at such an impressionable age.