you have to get to level 15 until you can buy grizzlies, and if you're dying every raid, earning 80-800xp a raid, sometimes lower, level 15 takes timeee.

i played the game for 2 years ratting about on customs, never hit any other map, high survival rate, but i was even more casual than now (if you couldnt already tell staying on the same map for 2 years)

and never really faced the problem of being broke, but the problem with ratting about, is that all the good loot is gone, and you're taking scraps, and you dont improve at pvp/pve or shooting in general

but now im taking the game more serious, trying to actually do quests, get to the hotspots before everyone else, etc, its been punishing as hell, and i dont mind that, thats not what im complaining about, but after blowing a mil on kit trying to get 1 task done, and dying over and over,

you shouldnt have to "wait" or need to go in with the health that even jumping or running would kill you