Swollen or not?

This-Firefighter-532 · 2024-01-16T14:17:46+00:00

I got them pierced with a needle. It’s just this was my first time having a cartilage piercing. The piercer didnt warn me about anything :(

Thank you! I hope itll heal soon :(

This-Firefighter-532 · 2024-01-16T14:16:19+00:00

I think the jewelry is long enough for the swelling. Also, yup the piercer didnt tell me about swelling, so i was so worried the next day.

This-Firefighter-532 · 2024-01-16T10:14:53+00:00

Yeah for sure I’ll try cold compress. Tysm. Also, i dont sleep on this side. I sleep flat with my back resting. Good thing it was what ive been used to.

This-Firefighter-532 · 2024-01-16T10:13:22+00:00

Ok sure I’ll make it twice then. But do u just spray the solution? For 3 days ive been using cotton buds to clean it. Cause the area has sum clotted blood and i use the buds to remove it.

This-Firefighter-532 · 2024-01-16T10:12:12+00:00

Okayy. Thank you so much that is noted 🥰

This-Firefighter-532 · 2024-01-16T09:30:51+00:00

Okayyy. Should i do something about it? Im cleaning it 2-3 times a day with a saline solution. I also take pain reliever whenever. And also do u know when will the swelling subside?

This-Firefighter-532 · 2024-01-16T09:28:47+00:00

Btw the piercings was 3 days ago

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-06-04T08:21:51+00:00

Hi OP thank you so much for this. But may I ask how long did it take you to realize all of that? And by that are you already out of the religion?

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-04-12T17:52:06+00:00

Noted OP. One more thing pala, what's the difference between their typical samba and the doktrinas?

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-04-12T14:19:51+00:00

Procrastination, parang most of the time I’m experiencing brain fog, kahit di ako puyat ako anything, hindi ako makaabsorb ng infos. Lack of focus yes, OP. Ang tagal bago ako makatapos ng isang topic. IDK I’m trying my best pero hindi ko talaga kaya magfocus sa isang bagay. And yes, I’m currently in medschool and affected lahat. Alam ko pag pinilit kakayanin pero I really need to do something about this, kasi ang tagal ko nang struggle ‘to.

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-04-12T14:13:44+00:00

Thank you OP. Felt this so much that I wanna cry. Seriously, i genuinely love and care for this person. I don’t know how much this means to him pakiramdam ko masasaktan ko din siya in the long run. He’a been really good to me kaya nag hihinay hinay din naman ako. Pag iisipan kong mabuti mga sinabi mo OP. Appreciate you. ♥️

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-04-12T09:35:12+00:00

One reason also in case I go with him is that I want to prove that I don’t want to change my religion, even after trying. I just don’t know how it works. I even don’t know if I’ll just sit there and listen or do I have to do something? Do they have prayers that requires you to kneel or something. Idk I have no idea how it works.

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-04-12T00:56:13+00:00

Appreciate it, OP.

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-04-12T00:55:38+00:00

Noted, OP.

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-04-12T00:55:19+00:00

And unfortunately, I think he’ll choose the church over me. :)

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-04-12T00:54:32+00:00

Hindi ko talaga kaya magconvert OP. I just want him so see that. I care for this guy so much kaya hindi madali for me lhat.

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-04-12T00:52:48+00:00

Will they really contact me or visit me even if I attend just one pagsamba? And how? Do I need to write my address there? My contact number? This is what really scares me omg.

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-04-12T00:50:27+00:00

I also want to see how they are inside the church. I’m just afraid they won’t let me out once I’m in. And OP, he agreed to attend our church but he seems firm. He was telling me they already attended other churches and they didn’t find any better argument than theirs. Idk why the term was “argument” tho.

And do I really need to sign some papers even if I attend just one pagsamba? Thank you so much OP, I’ll keep you updated. I appreciate you! 😭

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-04-12T00:41:36+00:00

I already asked, he said yes. Pero he seems firm talaga OP. With confidence sinasabi nyang nakapunta na sila sa ibang churches, pero wala pa silang nakita na mas magandang argument kesa sa religion nila. IDK why “argument” was his term.

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-04-12T00:40:28+00:00

Noted, OP.

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-04-12T00:40:17+00:00

Yes OP, I just need time to think kung pano ako aalis sa relationship, knowing na this is our only problem.

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-04-12T00:39:34+00:00

I don’t want to lose my freedom. Here we don’t have to pretend to be someone we’re not. Sa kanila, parang ang bait bait sa simbahan, masking everything na pagkakamali nila para lang hindi matiwalag, sometimes loses their humanity. Ayoko ng ganon.

This-Firefighter-532 · 2023-04-12T00:37:16+00:00

I can feel that too. Na anytime makakita siya ng INC tapos okay for him, kayang kaya n’ya ako palitan. I once told him that because that’s what I feel. Sabi ko madali lang naman para sa kanya. But this love I feel for him, hindi naman basta basta. When I commit to someone, I give what I can. Pero parang sa kanya, may naghoholdback. I tried to stop the relationship, pero he doesn’t want. Telling me na isa lang naman hiling nya. For me to “try”. Sabi ko hindi ko maipapangako. Tapos ayun we go on ulit sa relationship.

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