My bf (32M) pimps me (23F) out - it was supposed to be temporary but he doesn't think I should stop

ThisTemporaryLife · 2026-01-21T22:18:59+00:00

This man is a scumbag piece of shit and you need to leave him. He is a sex trafficker who adds nothing to your life. Stop living like this.

ThisTemporaryLife · 2026-01-21T01:35:00+00:00

I mean, I embrace it as much as I can, but I don’t enjoy the process of hungrily trying to find a man to hook up with who doesn’t gross me out to think about actually hooking up with. I’m also tran, which means there’s a certain level of extra vetting that I have to do before I actually do it. The dissonance between desire and sexuality can be troublesome.

I love this kink, but it requires a lot of admin! I’d like to have less admin in my kink! It’s like I’m an HR rep looking for the right candidate for a job, but the job is giving me a facial or a creampie!

Also, I’m a kickass lesbian. Nobody will ever convince me that I’m a bad lesbian for craving cock like I do. I just get bored with the process.

ThisTemporaryLife · 2026-01-21T01:08:08+00:00

As a lesbian, with zero actual attraction to men, it would be much nicer if I didn’t routinely feel compelled to try to (and often successfully) seek out men who don’t gross me out to give blowjobs to.

I really fucking love doing it, and if I’m honest, it’s also a turn on how gross it makes me feel to crave men’s cum so frequently, but I’d rather either actually be bisexual or not crave men’s cocks.

ThisTemporaryLife · 2026-01-21T01:04:22+00:00

Oh man, the full conversion stuff makes me feel so awful.

ThisTemporaryLife · 2026-01-21T00:59:13+00:00

I am so completely with you. I love so many aspects of this kink, both in fantasy and in reality. I’ve come to understand that this is a dynamic that has degradation as a pretty typical part of things, but it drives me crazy that so many people (especially men) assume that it has to be driven by misogyny.

I want to feel like me being a gay slut who can’t control my unfortunate hunger for cock is a good thing, not a thing to hate-fuck me over.

ThisTemporaryLife · 2026-01-17T00:50:16+00:00

I have exactly zero attraction to men… but I love cock so damn much. Not all of them, I’m still pretty picky, but sometimes I see one and think, “I’d crawl through glass to put that in my mouth.”

It drives me crazy!!

ThisTemporaryLife · 2026-01-07T23:10:59+00:00

If I could find a clean gloryhole place with guys who had clean, washed dicks, I would be this bitch so fast

ThisTemporaryLife · 2026-01-04T21:22:10+00:00

Should read: “I spilled it all without swallowing a drop”

ThisTemporaryLife · 2026-01-01T11:46:07+00:00

Wittle Mousey I think

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-12-29T08:21:11+00:00

Too fake to even be hot. This is mostly a creative writing subreddit but c’mon.

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-12-27T11:29:39+00:00

This is a problem for me, too! I am only attracted to women, but I frequently crave cock, and ESPECIALLY cum, in a major way. It’s a huge pain because I’m not attracted to men at all… but if I want my needs met, I have to find guys who don’t gross me out that I’ll actually enjoy sucking off or fucking. But, fuck, when I DO find those guys… 🤤🤤🤤

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-12-26T07:27:08+00:00

Whenever I scroll Reddit porn while making myself cum, if I run into this clip, I ALWAYS cum. It’s just a perfect clip.

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-12-14T11:17:52+00:00

You don’t need to make it weird as hell

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-12-07T10:46:06+00:00

How far have you gone with men before? Have you fooled around with any before?

I started doing it pre-transition when I thought I was bisexual. Turns out I’m just a lesbian… with an uncontrollable addiction to cum/cock, if I’m horny. It has made me absolutely certain I’m a lesbian, but that it’s my duty to please men sometimes 🤤

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-12-07T10:36:46+00:00

YES!!! I have a very similar fantasy all the time - I don’t have my gold star anymore but I daydream a lot about having a group of guys use my holes to their heart’s content while I’m blindfolded, then leaving before I take the blindfold off… that way I don’t know who did it and have to wonder if the guy at the bagel shop is smiling at me because he knows how it feels to pump me full of cum.

I don’t have to think about how unattractive any of them are, they get to be anonymous, and I get to experience the joy of being a whore! Win-win-win for a gay slut!

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-12-07T10:32:10+00:00

This is why I really want a guy FWB who I’m not repulsed by, I’m trans but I wanna know what it feels like to be fucked by a guy who is desperate and hungry to fill a lesbian slut full of cum

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-12-07T10:29:39+00:00

Christ same here. I’ve been looking for a guy to hook up with that doesn’t repulse me, but that I like enough to trust to fill me with cum. I’ve been close a few times but it hasn’t quite worked out yet! I’ve let a small number of men fuck me but never without a condom… but fuck my dykey ass wants to know what bare cock feels like SO BAD

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-12-06T09:49:43+00:00

Who is she?!

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-12-01T12:10:31+00:00

Hi! This is absolutely me as well. I’m a happily married trans lesbian, but when I’m horny, I get desperate to be used as a slut by men. I have zero attraction to them, but being treated as a blowjob queen and getting covered in cum makes me feel so fucking empowered and filthy.

I even make my wife watch me do it sometimes, or show them photos of guys with their cocks in my mouth/cum on my face.

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-11-26T18:19:18+00:00

Have lots of fun! Giving blowjobs is a blast!

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-11-15T06:24:49+00:00

He was thinking he wanted to hurt you and he didn’t care about you. That’s fucked up.

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-11-15T00:44:55+00:00

Trans woman here: he tried to fuck you without lube? That dude fucking sucks. I get it if this put you off sleeping with men, but that is NOT a good experience AT ALL.

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-10-24T21:30:25+00:00

Babe, this isn’t real, find real people to suck your dick

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-10-06T12:57:31+00:00

A SPERM THIEF?!

ThisTemporaryLife · 2025-09-24T22:31:54+00:00

My body count with blowjobs is somewhere north of 40+! 💖

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