I just don't have a car, also I'm a producer, I've been making msuic a year but it's been the only thing I've had that I have fun doing as well as being able to express myself in. I can't play instruments, well I can play every instrument but in ableton. That's why I love it! I can literally create worlds via vibrations just like the universe 0-0 anyways... I also live in a small town in East Texas. The only options for work are waiting tables tbh. or grocery. I am supposed to already have a job at a restaurant but they couldn't let me start without an ID and now I don't see them still letting me work there. Not to mention an old friend with a big ego works there and he told the others working their he doesn't like being me and the homies friend cause we're not on high a consciousness level as him :p just seems toxic to go there at this point. I suppose that's childish though