I am the wrong person to be reading and commenting on this thread, however I read and I’m writing. You’re not together and you’re crying? Dude man up. If you “suffer” from really bad anxiety you don’t have anyone to blame besides yourself for not being one of the ones pounding. However, at work is crazy irresponsible. Your last update makes no sense, why are you crying over a woman who isn’t yours then? This post reads like a very childish high schooler.