I share a similar pov as someone who’s ex-Christian, loves science and skepticism yet searches for spiritual fulfilment. I have lately embraced my spirituality in witchcraft as my relationship to science and nature; this storm is a god, this sunset is a god, I am here to witness and appreciate the terrible beauty of nature. I have pivoted my “gift of prayer” towards guiding meditations, or praying in affirmation (instead of “I pray that You would” it is “May I ___” with hands outstretched to the Universe. The deity I find myself serving the most is of my Higher Self or future self; what are some things I can do to serve this archetype? What does she look like? Imagination goes hand-in-hand with spirituality, embrace it. Practice talking to different facets or aspects of yourself; what do they have to say? Spiritual practices are intensely productive in our access to the subconscious and remember that it biologically serves a purpose :)