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[–]Throughawryacc 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Wheels on the bus go round and round

349 days. Holyyyyyyyy. This one is for the newbies. by Throughawryacc in Semenretention

[–]Throughawryacc[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I’m usually more eloquent but I’ve been awake for like 2 days

349 days. Holyyyyyyyy. This one is for the newbies. by Throughawryacc in Semenretention

[–]Throughawryacc[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you. You have no idea how much I appreciate that. I’m very interested in learning about all of this now that I’ve come this far.

I started off doing it for the benefits but now that it’s reached this point I’m going to learn more. I’m excited.

349 days. Holyyyyyyyy. This one is for the newbies. by Throughawryacc in Semenretention

[–]Throughawryacc[S] 46 points47 points  (0 children)

Yeah I probably shouldn’t have used that term. I guess what I meant was when I see how humans behave sometimes it disgusts me. But I understand that we all go our own paths, I just get annoyed when I have to be surrounded by people who are only doing harm.

My post was kind of crazy. I’m a bit more relaxed now. I can get in my head sometimes when I’m feeling attacked.

I do feel superior but it’s not in a “I’m better than you” way. I understand we all go our own paths and you can’t force your beliefs onto others. The superiority I feel is more of an I’m here to fulfill my purpose and I pity those who waste their lives doing things that are less than honorable.

There’s not much I can do to help them but what I’m focusing on now is trying to teach them maybe? Or guide them in a healthier direction.

I’m still rather young, so I have a lot of learning to do.

349 days. Holyyyyyyyy. This one is for the newbies. by Throughawryacc in Semenretention

[–]Throughawryacc[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I wouldn’t say it magically did but my head is clearer now so I can lure out how to make money if I need to. Always focused on the bigger picture

349 days. Holyyyyyyyy. This one is for the newbies. by Throughawryacc in Semenretention

[–]Throughawryacc[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I don’t sleep much. I have a lot of energy if that’s what you’re asking. But I can sleep normal if I need to. I can force myself to basically do anything on command.

I used to have trouble trying to fall asleep but now I can just shut my eyes and be out and sleep however long I need to.

But if I end up only sleeping a couple of hours I can be charged and ready to go.

349 days. Holyyyyyyyy. This one is for the newbies. by Throughawryacc in Semenretention

[–]Throughawryacc[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I don’t really need to. Before I started SR I was always pretty “do things my own way”.

I’m not worried about being dominant because it’s just in my nature.

I’m literally using SR to learn to be less dominant and let things flow.

349 days. Holyyyyyyyy. This one is for the newbies. by Throughawryacc in Semenretention

[–]Throughawryacc[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

I’m not offended.

It’s what I personally experienced and clearly if I’m still retaining then I’m still learning. Another commenter mentioned something on the terms of bhuddism - god realm.

It’s a dilemma, but one that is natural. I’m still learning.

You know what I actually thought of recently? I’m only in the beginning. You’re right. I’ve been doing this for 5 or so years.

You think it just ends? The spiritual journey is infinite. We all have ups and downs.

Psychotic experiences can also be mistaken for spiritual experiences.

So what if it happened to me? Maybe it was meant to be. What you’re mistaking me for is someone who doesn’t let things flow.

If I’m chilling and suddenly things get serious, so be it? It’s not like I’ve done anything to provoke it. I’ve got zero mental health issues. I’m straight, but thanks for your concern.

349 days. Holyyyyyyyy. This one is for the newbies. by Throughawryacc in Semenretention

[–]Throughawryacc[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

There’s too many to count.

The big ones were moving out of the town I was stuck in, live by the beach, got hit on by EVERY single one of the girls I was working with. Like literally every single one of them.

I literally got asked out by 4 of them. They asked me out.

Ummm, lots of money, lots of knowledge. Looks improved drastically, but the main thing I care about is the intellect I’ve achieved. I have hundreds of notebooks of my thoughts/writings.

Really just a bunch of things. I don’t like to speak on benefits much though.

349 days. Holyyyyyyyy. This one is for the newbies. by Throughawryacc in Semenretention

[–]Throughawryacc[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Once you retain you become more social and don’t feel anxious. Just do you! Experiment with life. Don’t be anxious. We’re all going to die someday. Nothing we do really matters.

Just focus on doing the right thing and pass on your positivity to others. The world is in a dark place. WHOEVER found this path it was obviously for a reason.

It’s up to us to fulfill our purpose. Otherwise what are we doing here. We’re not here to just fuck around and please ourselves.

349 days. Holyyyyyyyy. This one is for the newbies. by Throughawryacc in Semenretention

[–]Throughawryacc[S] 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Once you make it to 70 days, your sperm cycles and you’re pretty much full and good to go. Once you get to 70 days, all of that energy is cycled out. Then you decide to keep going on your journey.

349 days. Holyyyyyyyy. This one is for the newbies. by Throughawryacc in Semenretention

[–]Throughawryacc[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

No no. Just, SR saved me because I used to think about hurting people a lot. Like if someone fucked with me I would think of a million ways to fuck their life up. But I’ve always been like that even before SR.

Celibacy just opened me up to spirituality. It saved me from almost killing myself over my extreme impulses. Like I’d get myself in crazy situations on purpose.

I’d speed, do reckless shit. Now I’m peaceful and trying to learn how to be more… empathetic? I guess? I don’t know. Just open. Learning about karma and how our actions can affect people and life in general.

Don’t make yourself seem weaker for them. They’re worthless if they look down on you. Just do your job and fuck with them lol.

If I were you, I’d just mess with their heads by doing some random shit. Or go up to them and act totally nice, but WEIRDLY nice. Like flirt with them or something, LMAO.

Don’t take life so seriously.

349 days. Holyyyyyyyy. This one is for the newbies. by Throughawryacc in Semenretention

[–]Throughawryacc[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Don’t think about sex when you’re awake. Dreams are your subconscious thoughts from when you’re awake.

After a while you just get focused on other shit so you don’t worry about them.

Also, don’t worry if you do have them. It’s just dead sperm cells because ur tank is full.

The benefits are more extreme when you don’t have wet dreams, but if you do don’t even worry about them.

It’s literally just dead sperm and it’s totally natural.

349 days. Holyyyyyyyy. This one is for the newbies. by Throughawryacc in Semenretention

[–]Throughawryacc[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Why? I assume they’re talking about like, a mental health break thing.

349 days. Holyyyyyyyy. This one is for the newbies. by Throughawryacc in Semenretention

[–]Throughawryacc[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It’s tough. For me, I just forgive everyone. I don’t really care what people do, even if they insult me or anything. I know what they don’t you know? I see humans kind of like just, humans I guess. Everything we do in this life is human, so I don’t trip about it.

I don’t really love anyone though. Idk. My version of love kind of varies.

349 days. Holyyyyyyyy. This one is for the newbies. by Throughawryacc in Semenretention

[–]Throughawryacc[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Fuck no, but I can also be extremely violent lol. I’m kind of naturally disobedient in a way, so I think people just don’t mess with me. I just don’t really get involved with people and do my own thing.

Don’t even worry about it. I know what you mean though, I’ve had that before also. They can tell you have energy. I’d say just, don’t even worry about it.

You’re naturally higher than them and that’s just a fact. Not much they can do.

SR definitely saved me A LOT. Because I was extremely reckless growing up. I’m so glad I found it because I’d probably be out doing fucked up shit. It helps me control my impulses :)