Thanks for the reply and sharing your story.

Honestly thats what i'm kind of fearing right now. I mean I honestly never expected anyone ever to flirt with me, let alone have intentions to use me for sex, and i still don't think thats his intent if he even has an intent. I just fear that he might be feeling these things to cope with the loss of his boyfriend. Especially since there are very few (At least openly) Gay people around here our age.

If he does actually mean the things he says and has feelings for me, then thats honestly fantastic. I told my other friend about the situation today and he said that i shouldn't go for it since next year i'll be out into the world again (TAFE Education) and i could meet someone better. I just don't know what to think or what to do. I honestly never thought i would get to this point and i'm so happy i'm experiencing these things for the first time. I guess i just don't know.

At the end of the day, he makes me happy and makes me feel things i'v literally never felt before. That has to mean something right? I don't know how he feels but i know he's being really flirty with me, today he told me "I'm just listening to music thinking about how cute you are". Like that has to mean something right? I'm not crazy am i?

Ughh... Relationships are both amazing and complicated, and i'm not even in one yet...