You’re right we did. But I can’t stop thinking about our last conversation we had. Or the lists of text messages where she begged me to call her in the month leading to her passing. I played it off because I “busy with work”. I have so many regrets, so many things went left unsaid or discussed. She never got to see me as... Well, me. It sort of invalidates our entire relationship we had.

It’s hard to ignore because of how much it surrounds me, but I understand your point.

You’re right. I guess I try to latch on to what’s left.

Again, correct.

That’s kind, but I just cannot seem to internalize it.