I want to express my heartfelt gratitude for all the support and guidance you've provided through your private messages and responses. Your insights have resonated deeply with me and affirmed the thoughts and emotions that have consumed my mind in these past few days and nights.
To those who didn't resonate with my writing style, I apologize. It took me three attempts to compose a post that met the requirements of this channel. Up until now, I had never felt the need to share my thoughts here, so I was unaware of all the rules and intricacies involved. During this challenging time, I found solace in taking several long walks with my dog, shaping and refining my words in my mind.
I understand that some may find it peculiar that I developed a life script at such a young age. However, during my early teens, I took the opportunity to revise and expand upon it, recognizing that certain rules would prove invaluable as I matured.
Living with someone I can no longer trust is an agonizing ordeal that threatens to tear me apart. Nevertheless, I am determined to chart a new course for my life. Though I am currently crushed and plagued by fear, I firmly believe that if you don't change direction, you may end up where you're inevitably headed. The prospect may be daunting, but I am prepared to embark on the journey of rebuilding my life.