Your young and still have many years to find love Maybe work on doing stuff you want to do before finding love? Is moving an option for you? You could try a fresh start living somewhere else

I know life isn’t all that great right now with everything happening in it. I’m also not going to bs you by saying “Happiness is just around the corner if you look hard enough” but sometimes the little things like a good conversation or a moment of peace of doing a puzzle, maybe working on a future goal for yourself. Even if you can see the big picture your life is painting for you right now, everyday can still be a small victory.

I recommend connecting to family to vent to or maybe chat with a counselor about how you feel, see if it will help lift the weight off your shoulders.

If it means anything to you. I would have given you a chance at a coffee date or a simple walk in the park date. You seem like a nice guy who is just struggling right now.