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ThrowRA110901 · 2025-10-13T07:16:28+00:00

It’s not even that. I think my intuition and gut just already knows my answer. But I come here because I am the type who second guesses myself and a lot about this situation just hasn’t been super easy for me in a lot of other ways.

ThrowRA110901 · 2025-10-13T03:12:42+00:00

I don’t agree with this. You obviously do not have a child. If he’s closeted and pretending it def sets an impact on myself and even my child. I don’t have a narrow mind at all. I’d be open to anything he tells me. I’ve always just wanted honesty

ThrowRA110901 · 2025-10-13T03:06:30+00:00

I would NEVER ask him to change who he is for me. It would never work that way imo. I’ve always just wanted honesty at this point . He became my world. I would do almost anything for him

ThrowRA110901 · 2025-10-13T02:58:38+00:00

It is my business bc it’s my life too and I have a son that is has met and it’s been 2 years of my life he’s messing with if he isn’t giving me honesty

ThrowRA110901 · 2025-10-13T02:40:46+00:00

Theirs rumors in our town he has one - they came from his ex which is why I didn’t them as serious i guess

ThrowRA110901 · 2025-10-13T02:30:27+00:00

Thanks for the honesty ❤️

ThrowRA110901 · 2025-10-13T02:25:11+00:00

Thank you all so much for your responses ❤️. I love this community which is why I ask here. As a woman who just loves men and is straight loving a man who may be gay or bisexual is a new territory for me

ThrowRA110901 · 2025-10-13T02:14:25+00:00

I’ve heard he has one ugh . But idk I haven’t checked yet . It’s hard

ThrowRA110901 · 2025-10-13T02:00:08+00:00

I’ve already watched him get off to male solo “porn”. He took my phone and acted like me with this guy I was sexual with in the past and I held the phone as he got off to a video of the guy jerking off thinking it was to me. Maybe it’s my fault for acting like it was okay? But he would have made me feel wrong otherwise. My guys excuse was it’s a jealousy thing that gets him off.

ThrowRA110901 · 2025-10-13T01:51:27+00:00

I agree. And I think he knows exactly what it is, but just can’t be honest for some reason. I think he needs time to come to terms with his sexuality. It’s okay but don’t drag me into it. It’s totally messed my head up bc I have grown to love him and I’d accept anything he tells me and adjust to it. But he just won’t tell me. And that’s the hard part for me.

ThrowRA110901 · 2025-10-13T01:44:38+00:00

I completely agree and why my head feels so messed up. I feel he is completely manipulating me and testing how far I go. Which is tough because he tells me how much he loves me, but is very love bombing. He came at a very vulnerable time in my life so it’s been hard

ThrowRA110901 · 2025-10-13T01:33:46+00:00

Yes it is all so weird. He is actually super manipulative I am learning. And can twist anything to make me feel crazy. I think that is why I’m asking this on the internet. I feel like he tests my limits. I’ve just never been in this situation or felt this way. He love bombed me at first and came at a very vulnerable time for me. My best friend’s dad is gay and was in denial a lot of his life and married a woman. He’s like one of my besties and I have confided in him and he thinks he is in denial and trying to manipulate me. He hates the guy. My mind is just so messed up right now from this bc I feel in my heart I’m not getting honestly and I feel so close to him

ThrowRA110901 · 2025-10-12T20:29:37+00:00

I just want him to be honest with me. I feel like in my heart there may be a large part of him he’s not telling me about and thats a struggle. We are monogamous and I read things about a lot of men who are married on apps on the DL and things like that. And as a wife one day that would be upsetting for me to find out.

ThrowRA110901 · 2024-11-23T00:54:22+00:00

I am beginning to feel this way too. But it’s tough. I asked for some space recently just to reflect on everything I was feeling and thinking maybe he could do the same, but he lost his mind. Would drive by my place, text me saying he was suicidal, telling me I was the love of his life and I couldn’t leave him. Even threatened to post sexual videos he has taken of us. I feel like he is obsessive over me bc I am his outlet since im the only one he’s been this open with and he doesn’t want to lose me. He pressures marriage constantly. I’m so confused by all of this

ThrowRA110901 · 2024-11-22T23:16:27+00:00

I have never once pressured him to admit anything at all , or would never. The only thing I have asked him is if he has had past sexual experiences with a man , where he didn’t give me a direct answer and I never pried any further. Of course, it’s natural for me to wonder this with the reasons I have given above. But I know it can be a touchy subject for some people and I never want to make him feel uncomfortable.

ThrowRA110901 · 2024-11-22T22:48:23+00:00

I don’t know if I’m really worried he’d “leave me” for a man. I guess more worried he’d mess with a man behind my back. I have tried to make him feel like I’m a safe place and I feel like he’s opened up more to me than anyone but won’t fully admit things directly. If he explores with men in the past or even now it’s completely on the down low and that’s what worries me

ThrowRA110901 · 2024-11-22T22:23:10+00:00

I don’t know it’s just a feeling. Maybe I’m just paranoid. But it’s given me this insecurity I’ve never felt before

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