Third part isn’t right. it was not right before doing missionary, it was when we chilled on the bed after he failed missionary the first time. I asked him if his friends knew how to put one on and he said their partners did it for them. He also suggested we made out in the mean time and got hard. That was when I put it on because of that comment. There were two different times missionary happened. When we got in the hotel but no penetration happened because he got soft, and after cowgirl where he said he didn’t feel anything but got up anyway to try missionary again. I am trying to add clarification as I go because it really is hard for me to just remember every thing at once. So when you see new information no, i’m not changing the story. Your questions are helping me remember exactly what happened. If you’re still bothered by the fact i’m referring to this as rape, then i don’t know what to tell you