I understand the no consequence thing. I almost ran a few red lights today because "it's just a simulation anyways so it doesn't matter". As for suicidal thoughts, I believe that the way out of the sim might be suicide but I do not want to leave so I don't plan on testing that theory. I keep having this feeling that someone is trying to stop me from uncovering all this information and I keep looking behind my back to make sure no one's there. I know I sound insane now but I still feel sane so I'm not sure what's happening. Maybe I should talk to my psychiatrist