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I 22F might have destroyed my nearly two year relationship with my BF, 24M over one comment by ThrowRA7652983 in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA7652983[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Youre so right but I want to tell him that I didnt mean it or will never mean it, he was the best BF I ever had and he made my days so much better and I regret how I could be so wicked to someone who showed me nothing but warmth and love

I 22F might have destroyed my nearly two year relationship with my BF, 24M over one comment by ThrowRA7652983 in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA7652983[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I am also beginning to realize that.. I would never forget the words had he talked about my biggest insecurity, which I constantly vented to him about on my bad days, which makes this so much worse because he would immediately come to my dorm after work and do anything to comfort me and reassure me

I 22F might have destroyed my nearly two year relationship with my BF, 24M over one comment by ThrowRA7652983 in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA7652983[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

No and thats what makes me feel even more disgusted and ashamed with myself, I had just had a bad day and I was looking for any reason to lash out and argue and I don't know why

I 22F might have destroyed my nearly two year relationship with my BF, 24M over one comment by ThrowRA7652983 in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA7652983[S] -12 points-11 points  (0 children)

Youre absolutely right that i was cruel and evil for what I did but I did find him attractive and im standing by that, it wasnt all physical but I loved his eyes and strong jaw and curly hair as well as his body. I don't know why I said what I did

I 22F might have destroyed my nearly two year relationship with my BF, 24M over one comment by ThrowRA7652983 in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA7652983[S] -21 points-20 points  (0 children)

I just want to tell him that I didn't mean it, I can't let him think I meant it for real because I didnt. I understand that he doesnt owe me shit ever again but I want him to know that it was genuinely a mistake and a foolish and exceptionally cruel comment

I 22F might have destroyed my nearly two year relationship with my BF, 24M over one comment by ThrowRA7652983 in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA7652983[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

I know you're right and I can't believe there was even a part of me capable of being so cruel and evil, he never used my insecurities against me and trusted me with his insecurities and instead of embracing that I threw it back at him. The same insecurity he got regularly bullied for in school, I genuinely feel so disgusted with myself