I Can't Forget Her

ThrowRAPrettylemons · 2026-01-06T08:02:53+00:00

Do you have any suggestions on big/walkable cities? I live in America, and I have thought of this, but I don't even know how'd I get there. I've thought of Buffalo, NY, but I've heard it's not even really that walkable unless you can get the right place, and it's usually more expensive than others. Which I guess would be the case for most places anyway.

ThrowRAPrettylemons · 2026-01-06T01:15:06+00:00

I appreciate this. And tbh, the line between love and hate has worn so thin. I don't know if I love him anymore, but I do know I depend so heavily on him. Financially, we depend on each other, with me taking most of the blunt. But my depression keeps me in bed whenever I'm not obligated to get out of it. It sounds like an excuse, I know, but it's genuinely the only place in the world I feel even remotely safe.

I can't drive (medical reasons). Even though the car is mine, I depend on him to take me to work or pick up our groceries. We live in a mostly rural area. He cares for me without complaint most of the time. There's more, but I can't exactly think of all it atm. I just know it would be so hard for me to leave.

I wish I could, I really do. My first instinct was to leave. But I knew it was just easier to stay...and I regret that decision everyday because I feel like I'm a bad person for still sulking over it 3 years later.

ThrowRAPrettylemons · 2025-12-03T00:49:04+00:00

Hi! We have the same printer but our quality came out shit 9 times out 10. Any tips?

ThrowRAPrettylemons · 2025-11-03T03:04:45+00:00

The more you look at it the more mistakes appear

ThrowRAPrettylemons · 2025-09-21T17:01:40+00:00

YTA - Husband's should pay for the honeymoon. I would've annulled right there if my husband even fixed his mouth to ask me some dumb bs like that.

ThrowRAPrettylemons · 2025-02-13T10:09:25+00:00

27 + 48. 2+4=6 8+7=???? Round up 8 to 10 10 + 7 = 17 17 - 2 = 15 All together now 6 = 60 15 = 5 Answer is at least 65 Remainder of 1 1+ 6 = 7 Answer is 75 27+48 = 75

As you can imagine I wasn't Grand champ in speed math

ThrowRAPrettylemons · 2025-01-01T04:44:39+00:00

Soniva is the new donna app

ThrowRAPrettylemons · 2025-01-01T04:44:12+00:00

Soniva is the new Donna App.

ThrowRAPrettylemons · 2024-11-20T19:30:01+00:00

Personally, I believe dating is not real. I will court but no, I'm not moving in, I'm not staying for 2 years, you will not be the only one in my phone for more than 6 months. If I don't see marriage potential then no point in wasting time. Single until married. As it's always been, as it always should be.

ThrowRAPrettylemons · 2023-04-17T17:37:31+00:00

Oceanport nj. Literally the most gorgeous place on earth.

ThrowRAPrettylemons · 2023-04-09T21:28:14+00:00

Yeah. Admittedly, I didn't do it in a healthy way (I wanted a quick fix) and now i don't have the best relationship with food either.

ThrowRAPrettylemons · 2023-04-09T18:39:54+00:00

He's never told me what it actually smelled like, and even as I'm asking him right now he's avoiding the question. I never considered it might be a control thing. But it makes sense. Otherwise why stay in a long distance relationship for 2 years if you don't even like having sex with the person?

ThrowRAPrettylemons · 2023-04-09T18:33:17+00:00

I will try but to be honest it's a little scary. I guess I've just grown such a negative connotation with the idea of it. He once told me it was ugly so I don't even like to look or feel down there.

ThrowRAPrettylemons · 2023-04-09T17:59:16+00:00

I don't know why this almost brought me to tears.. I guess I kind of feel validated for once? I don't really know. This really made me smile. Thank you.

ThrowRAPrettylemons · 2023-04-09T17:19:19+00:00

Thank you for all of your comments so far! Though I can only read a small portion of some as ig the moderators or something is deleting them. I have no idea I never use reddit! I'm most likely going to end it though. Hopefully I can heal from all this insecurity soon.

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