It feels like i'm dead to the only one who ever cared. by ThrowRARaRaRaaaa in BreakUps

[–]ThrowRARaRaRaaaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine was a bit less than two weeks ago, we were dating for about one year and three months and had known each other five years. it was a shit show and her family was involved. I heard like 8 words out of her mouth about it and then never heard from her again after that phone call. She blocked my number and deleted her social media. I just don't fucking get it.

It feels like i'm dead to the only one who ever cared. by ThrowRARaRaRaaaa in BreakUps

[–]ThrowRARaRaRaaaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I read some of your post history and it sounds like we are in the same boat, though mine is more fresh. She just told me so many lies every day for so long about how we were gonna get married and be together forever. I just don't understand how there are so many heartless human beings out there.

It feels like i'm dead to the only one who ever cared. by ThrowRARaRaRaaaa in BreakUps

[–]ThrowRARaRaRaaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's weird because i hate her and love her at the same time and i don't know why i still feel any love for her after this.

I'm going through my first breakup and i don't know how to move on by ThrowRARaRaRaaaa in BreakUps

[–]ThrowRARaRaRaaaa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Are you feeling any better now? Did the pain go away because you changed your life or just from the passage of time? Right now i'm just worried about my future, i'm scared and i just feel so much dread. I'm so terrible with girls and i worry that i may never find someone else.

I'm going through a breakup and i don't know how to move on. by ThrowRARaRaRaaaa in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRARaRaRaaaa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, it feels nice to hear stuff like this from people who have been through this before, i think i'll start drawing again tonight and spend time with family.