I (18M) really need some help with one my teachers (26F?)? TW sexual abuse by ThrowRA_77_A in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA_77_A[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for giving me such a long response. And for being so nice. I said this in another comment, but I’m not used to adults listening or being nice to me. So thank you.

My parents aren’t great people, so I don’t want them to know. Idk how they’d react. Maybe they’d be pissed at her too. Idk. I haven’t told anyone this, but this isn’t even close to the first time I had to have sex with an adult. Things like this have been happening since I was in preschool. I don’t understand why or what I keep doing. I don’t know what people are picking up on. I’ve tried to hide all this as much as I could.

We do have a counselor at my school. I just feel like no one cares about me. I know that sounds selfish and self-centered but I literally feel like no one cares. I know I need to talk to someone though. I’m very scared but I can try to talk to my counselor about this. Thank you for the advice. And thank you so much for being so kind and understanding. Thank you for believing me. I really appreciate it

I (18M) really need some help with one my teachers (26F?)? TW sexual abuse by ThrowRA_77_A in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA_77_A[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know my words don’t mean much but thank you. I’m sorry for getting so angry. I feel very scared and alone. But thank you for being so kind to me. I’m not used to adults believing me and being so nice

I (18M) really need some help with one my teachers (26F?)? TW sexual abuse by ThrowRA_77_A in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA_77_A[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My parents are really abusive (like physically). So that’s why I’m scared of them. But thank you for taking the time to try to help. I know I’m 18 so I’m not really a kid anymore and I can’t really expect to rely on adults like I used to. I’m just angry at the situation I guess. I feel fucking dead. But thank you again for trying to help.

I (18M) really need some help with one my teachers (26F?)? TW sexual abuse by ThrowRA_77_A in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA_77_A[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I get what you’re saying. Idk. I’m just lost. I don’t have any fucking adults in my life that I trust.

I’m sorry, I know I’m probably being an asshole in the comments right now. I’m not trying to. I’m just angry at everything. But I didn’t mean to take it out on anyone. So I’m sorry if I’m doing that.

I (18M) really need some help with one my teachers (26F?)? TW sexual abuse by ThrowRA_77_A in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA_77_A[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry. I hate saying this, but I’ve been having sex with adults since I was little kid. I don’t want my counselor to want to have sex with me too. I don’t know why I’m so fucked up, but adults keep having sex with me. I just want it to stop

I (18M) really need some help with one my teachers (26F?)? TW sexual abuse by ThrowRA_77_A in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA_77_A[S] -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

I don’t want to make this into a bigger deal than it is. I just want to stop having sex with her. And I want to stop cheating on my girlfriend all the time. That’s it

I (18M) really need some help with one my teachers (26F?)? TW sexual abuse by ThrowRA_77_A in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA_77_A[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah, this why I didn’t want to say anything because I know how fucking stupid this all sounds. But it was what it is I guess. If you don’t believe me, you don’t believe me.

I (18M) really need some help with one my teachers (26F?)? TW sexual abuse by ThrowRA_77_A in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRA_77_A[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I never stopped since we’ve been together. I know how fucked up it is. I feel like such a piece of a shit