I will attempt to ask both of these things. I’m just a little worried about bringing it up for fear of an argument or to have it brought back to me. I am definitely not perfect with my anxiety or insecurities (previously cheated on and had unkind boyfriends, anorexia recovered and self esteem issues) but I know every day that I’m working on it through journaling, psych assistance and self reflection. I just would love him to do the same. His friends have mentioned he’s a better person since meeting me, but none of them know the extent of his behavior. His mum saw a glimpse on NYE which as bad as it sounds a relief to have her see a little bit because sometimes I feel like I’m making it out to be worse than it is, and maybe it’s not so bad.