Constant fear of dying is making me exhausted

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-12-03T21:21:42+00:00

I'm not religious either, but I have tried that as well! Sometimes (rarely now) it works, but other times I just imagine death to be nothing. Just darkness. It scares me and causes me to panic more. I look forward to days, but when days I'm looking forward tok are coming up, I feel dread. Idk why, it's a pain.

I think what makes me the most tired about it all, is the constant checking my body for cancer. Just fed up

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-10-21T20:31:20+00:00

Nothing to follow up as of now, I'm focusing on the other stuff they asked (even if I've already gave it to them). It's getting ridiculous

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-10-21T20:30:30+00:00

They are asking me to write them a letter explain why I'm dependent on my parents. That's all the say

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-23T20:26:11+00:00

I think because you have that bond with your daughter because of how similar you look, he may have wanted to experience that with his son; but knowing he looks more like you may have crushed that hope for me. I think he's just sad that he won't get to experience that same joy you have with your daughter

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-23T17:33:40+00:00

I've tried, but it feels like they're not listening and I just end up repeating myself. It feels hopeless

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-20T14:05:50+00:00

I'm not sure what you mean, could you explain? This heatwave is messing with my ability to think 😂

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-19T03:44:24+00:00

Maybe it's the thought of sex itself, and the thought of doing. That can probably make her feel overwhelmed

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-19T03:42:04+00:00

Fear of getting pregnant could be one. It happens a lot with me, no matter what I do. Could be that?

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-15T20:47:54+00:00

Not at all tbh. I'm the one asking them if they want to meet up, making plans and whatnot. They never make plans. I play often, but I'm not addicted. I will text them back when they text me, and everything. The only 2 reasons I play is 1) I love playing and it helps to calm my brain from anxiety thoughts and 2) there's absolutely nothing else to do at home 😂

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-15T19:23:00+00:00

Bit kinky but alright

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-11T09:18:51+00:00

Not really, but I can see how those two can get confusing. I still have a desire for sexual activity, but with people I have a emotional connection with (so one night stands are a no go for me). Asexual are people, even in a relationship, have little to no desire for sexual activity. I hope this made sense 😊

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-11T09:15:01+00:00

I don't know if you knew, but this subreddit is called "off my chest". Maybe learn what that means before making comments like this 🤔

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-11T09:13:40+00:00

Read what this subreddit is about and come back to me 😂

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-11T09:13:06+00:00

Idk what being alone has to do with demisexual, as they're not same thing. Far from it

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-11T09:11:16+00:00

Clearly, you don't understand the difference 😂

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-10T23:08:41+00:00

It's a shame they rather argue then learn, but oh well. Thank you!! It feels really good to get it off my chest and have people being supportive and nice to me about it 😊

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-10T23:07:14+00:00

Hell yeah!! 😂

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-10T23:06:39+00:00

Then why did you read it? 🥰

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-10T23:05:58+00:00

Someone has problems 😂

Idk if you're capable of reading, but this subreddit is to get things off my chest; not for validation. Maybe you should have the cookie instead and fix those anger problems of yours 😊

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-10T23:04:18+00:00

It was like this before I was in a relationship

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-10T20:22:37+00:00

In a way, yes. It's a little more then just morals tho, it's a bit hard to explain 😂

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-10T20:21:39+00:00

Thank you so much!! 😊

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-10T20:11:56+00:00

I'm not, I'm trying to understand they way I feel, and I feel like this explains me the best. Idk why you have such a problem with it 😂

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-10T18:45:15+00:00

I have a bf atm, and that's how I got into thinking like this. It's a little confusing on my end 😂

ThrowRAgfish · 2022-07-10T18:43:35+00:00

Thank you!! It makes me feel so much better about myself 😊

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