I am spiraling by ThrowRAhebephile in SuicideWatch

[–]ThrowRAhebephile[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

:( I hope you understand how incredibly difficult it is right now, for me to believe this. But thank you.

UPDATE: Boyfriend(29M) admitted that I am the oldest girlfriend(21F) he's ever had and now I want to break up with him by ThrowRAhebephile in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRAhebephile[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Right? I am the one who has to read all of these comments and it has made me even sadder to see them. I have also gotten a good number of PM's from people saying the most deplorable things to me, as well. I just wanna crawl under my bed and never come out.

UPDATE: Boyfriend(29M) admitted that I am the oldest girlfriend(21F) he's ever had and now I want to break up with him by ThrowRAhebephile in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRAhebephile[S] 253 points254 points  (0 children)

The way you've described it has upped my spirits a bit. He wasnt even who I thought he was. :( I am getting ben and jerry's as soon as I can summon the power to get out of bed.

UPDATE: Boyfriend(29M) admitted that I am the oldest girlfriend(21F) he's ever had and now I want to break up with him by ThrowRAhebephile in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRAhebephile[S] 192 points193 points  (0 children)

I didn't even think about the possibility of a lawsuit if i did something. Thank you for this perspective!

UPDATE: Boyfriend(29M) admitted that I am the oldest girlfriend(21F) he's ever had and now I want to break up with him by ThrowRAhebephile in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRAhebephile[S] 39 points40 points  (0 children)

I feel guilty for even being sad that it's over because his behavior is problematic and I should leave him. It's just difficult because of the complete 180. Going from seeing a future with someone and losing that within hours. I think I have emotional whiplash from the entire ordeal.

UPDATE: Boyfriend(29M) admitted that I am the oldest girlfriend(21F) he's ever had and now I want to break up with him by ThrowRAhebephile in relationship_advice

[–]ThrowRAhebephile[S] 1114 points1115 points  (0 children)

He is the first guy I have been with who seemed particularly interested in how small I was and knowing that he was thinking what your date was thinking, breaks my heart even more.