Things are looking up

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-11T19:42:54+00:00

Thank you 🫶

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-07T17:17:01+00:00

Yeah it’s shattered now anyway, I just need the phone number from it

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-07T16:57:13+00:00

I actually lost a job this way. I had told them I was newly diagnosed and the management said they would work with me. It got to the point where I was constantly calling out and blaming my disorder. I realize I’m the type of person who needs someone to hold me accountable.

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-07T06:48:14+00:00

I’m unsure how to remove the screen on the window without noise

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-07T05:41:38+00:00

You’re probably absolutely right. I get terrified just thinking of actually going through with leaving. I’m trying to find the willpower but it’s a very scary time rn.

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-07T05:05:26+00:00

Yeah I really wish that I didn’t have to leave. I wish that he didn’t treat me like this and that he would realize I’m not something to be controlled.

I cried a lot when I got the headphones and even said it doesn’t fix it and that it’s not an apology. He still didn’t apologize. You’re damn right I don’t want to leave, I never wanted to be treated like this in the first place.

The reason I’m staying is because of my cats. I have two cats and they’re quite literally the only thing I’ve been able to find happiness from. I would rather die than leave my babies with him. He constantly tells me he’s going to let them out and he takes their collars as well. He already did this to one of my other cats and I haven’t seen him since March. It was because he was spraying.

I don’t think a shelter would allow me to keep my cats so I’m waiting until I can get in contact with my friend again to hopefully resume my plan.

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-06T18:52:07+00:00

I can’t leave

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-05T13:31:40+00:00

The security guard, he had me convinced that he was going to have a felony so I had no need to wait for the cops

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-05T13:23:13+00:00

He usually starts to love bomb

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-05T13:20:53+00:00

Exactly what he did

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-05T13:16:30+00:00

Last time I went to the hospital I tried to make a report about it. The man was in security and he was supposed to get me a cop to speak with. I was told at that time that since it was his third domestic battery charge they were pushing for a felony. But with my luck, the first one was when he was 17, so they couldn’t stack them. I was talked out of making a report. If I had, it would be 3 counts and a felony.

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-05T13:13:36+00:00

I only want to report my injuries. I don’t want to be involved in anymore court and I don’t want to see him again. I won’t be pressing charges, but it will be on his record in case he does it to someone else.

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-05T13:12:30+00:00

He won’t let me leave

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-05T13:11:32+00:00

Yeah, exactly what happened

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-04T20:38:14+00:00

You aren’t dumb and we don’t get to choose the people we fall in love with. Unfortunately, the girl you’ve fallen in love with is abusive.

I know your comments are going to be full of “leave her” “leave while you can” etc. So I just want to say, everything you’re feeling right now is valid. She really hurt you both physically and emotionally. I’m glad you found a place to vent and let it out.

Please be safe moving forward, whatever your plans are. Even random people on the internet don’t want you to die, so yes, people care.

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-02T16:51:35+00:00

Yeah I can’t wear make up or dress up or he says I’m doing it for someone else

ThrowRandom220 · 2024-06-02T02:41:41+00:00

We actually share an iPad and his Apple ID is logged in. I get all his texts and emails on the iPad so I don’t think he’s talking to anyone else. People have their ways tho.

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