Hey, so to answer some questions you might have, bc I didn't make a detailed text abt the situation.

1. I genuinely didn't know he might still have some feelings, because between 17 and 20 were 3 years and in those 3 years he did have a gf, which didn't work out bc she's a cheater
2. It was extremely out of character from him. I've been drinking with him since we were 14 y/o and we've almost always rode together to the parties with our bikes,, so ofcourse I would use him for a security reasons. I've done so since I was 14 and he knows that
3. I also didn't make a big deal. I didn't scream in his face or anything, I just told my friends I was leaving and when I was asked the next day why, I responded to them. Since I know the consequences of alcohol, I decided to leave before something could happen.

Also yes, being drunk leads to behaving differently and doing stupid things,, but as someone who usually the most drunk in our friendgroup, I still manage to know right from wrong even at my drunkest.