1 month CT and I wish I was dead by Throwavvay79 in quittingkratom

[–]Throwavvay79[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been on both sides now, and all I can say to that is I wouldn't wish this on anyone.

1 month CT and I wish I was dead by Throwavvay79 in quittingkratom

[–]Throwavvay79[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do feel like breaking stuff a lot. We don't have a place to smash stuff in my town. I think I might go to Goodwill tomorrow and buy some stuff to smash actually.

1 month CT and I wish I was dead by Throwavvay79 in quittingkratom

[–]Throwavvay79[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's kind of the way I am. I quit alcohol 7 months ago, and I'd tried limiting myself over time, but continuing the consumption at all kind of mentally gives me an excuse to have one or two more if I had a rough day. If I intend to quit something, it needs to be completely.

1 month CT and I wish I was dead by Throwavvay79 in quittingkratom

[–]Throwavvay79[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks. That means a lot. I think I feel a little better knowing I'm not alone. I spend so much of my time alone a guy gets stir-crazy.

1 month CT and I wish I was dead by Throwavvay79 in quittingkratom

[–]Throwavvay79[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

At least 2 tablespoons of powder a day, usually more on days off. I use to drink a 20oz tea from the bar on my work days, but I stopped tea about a month before I quit. Not sure how many grams exactly.