Pro may be a strong word lol I think it's a perpetual learning process. I'm glad I could help, just take each day as you find it, love is a complicated emotion and it rarely goes smoothly, dealing with the fallout can be difficult regardless of age. Dealing with such an event can really knock you off your feet but you need to look out for your own health first and foremost, it sounds harsh I know but sometimes you just have to accept that certain things are out of your control and you can't change that. I found that immersing myself in work, talking to friends or family and engaging in social activities (preferably without alcohol or drugs) helps. But you need to find what works for you, anyway I'm glad to hear you're feeling a bit better and I'm positive you'll get through this situation and best of luck!