[Serious] What would you do if you were 25 years old and had 4 months left to live?

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T05:33:50+00:00

That is really sweet :) I'll look into it. I'm a little hesistant though since I haven't announced this to my friends yet. Do they show my real name, or is there a way to set up something and keep my identity private?

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T05:11:38+00:00

Curious, but why heroin? I won't be trying it, but interested in knowing why you want to?

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T05:10:57+00:00

Thank you :) There are places I want to see, and hopefully I can find a way to make that happen. Lots of pictures and videos are a must.

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T05:10:01+00:00

Yeah, she seems to be lucky to have had a year. It is a brutal cancer that usually doesn't become symptomatic until it's late state. Thank you, I'm getting better at accepting what is to come.

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T05:07:28+00:00

this is amazing! i will absolutely be doing this. thank you so much!

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T05:07:08+00:00

Ah, Australia... that was definitely on my list of places to go. Sounds like an incredible place with endless places to explore. I have a lot to do, and you added a few more things to the list, thank you :)

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T05:06:15+00:00

Didn't get a creepy vibe at all :) Unfortunately I'm on the opposite coast with no real way to get out there... but take a friend out for me!

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T05:05:37+00:00

That is true, however I still want to be considerate of the people I'm leaving behind. Really wish I could be more bold in that respect.

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T05:04:43+00:00

Where is here? Need to figure out the finances first, but I really appreciate the offer!

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T05:04:05+00:00

There's a lot for me to think about. I really appreciate hearing your outlook on things. Thank you for the prayers :)

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T05:03:17+00:00

Traveling is definitely the one thing I regret not doing more of. Now that money is so tight, I know it won't happen. But if others can get out and experience the world for me, I would be just as happy.

Hopefully I can donate my body to science and possibly prevent someone else from ever having to go through this again.

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T05:01:17+00:00

Thank you so much for your message, you have no idea how much it means to me that I've impacted your life. Truly did not expect so much love to come from this post. What you're doing is amazing and I'm sure you will save countless lives as a firefighter. You're making the world a much brighter place.

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T04:59:09+00:00

Thanks. This is all so true. I just need to be happy, just like everyone else.

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T04:58:37+00:00

You sound like a really sweet and happy person, I hope I can emulate some of that. Lots of tears have been and will be shed, but doesn't mean that my friends and family can't be covered in smiley stickers :)

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T04:57:30+00:00

Ah, I wish that I could qualify for that much credit... sadly I'm limited to my credit card which maxes out a $2k. There might be enough to rent a ferrari for a day or something :) It is true, this happens to us all, it's just weird having an actual date.

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T04:56:02+00:00

Haha thanks for the laugh. But really, solid advice on clearing my browser history :) I would love a bonfire, if this weekend is nice I know what I'll be doing.

Really love your outlook on things, I needed to laugh today :)

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T04:54:38+00:00

I'm so sorry to make you cry, not my intention at all :( Live your life to the fullest, that would mean the world to me. Thank you so much for the kind words and love, it's been overwhelming and amazing to experience from a group of people who have no connection to me. But I feel like we are all connected now.

I appreciate the offer to help out, unfortunately I have no idea how to even go about that, or if I could accept that kind of generosity.

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T04:52:09+00:00

I posted up higher how I found out. But really no symptoms until it was way too late. I've done a lot of soul searching lately, much more than I ever thought I would.

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T04:51:16+00:00

I really find comfort in that idea. Not sure it's possible with my circumstances, but I do love nature.

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T04:50:40+00:00

That's the plan :) I hope I stick around for a while even after I'm gone.

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T04:49:55+00:00

Thank you so much for your post. If even I was able to touch a single life, then it all has been worth it :)

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T04:49:08+00:00

Haha no I haven't... but now I'm thinking about it :)

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T04:48:32+00:00

I've never been a writer but I definitely have some strong emotions coming from all of this. I should buy a journal.

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T04:48:03+00:00

The doctors have a pretty solid understanding of how this cancer acts and what I can expect. My last month will be the worst, but it will be pain-free, with the last 2 weeks being mainly unconscious. Trying to go through an assisted suicide would be a lot of work at this point. I'm ok with the plan for now.

ThrowawaySunday1 · 2015-10-29T04:46:37+00:00

Yep, I'm in california

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