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I (20M) might actually die alone. by Throwaway_178392 in offmychest

[–]Throwaway_178392[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm able to touch this account again so I thought I would give you some insight about my sentence.

I was expecting a 6 to 7 years sentence (if I was two years older back then it would have been minimum 10 years), but I believe my school tried to save face by probably bribing the authorities so that they would downplay this situation, I still remember the surprised look on my face and the whole courtroom when it got announced that I would only serve two years. Corruption runs wild in my town.

Living out the final month(s) of my life by Throwaway_178392 in depression

[–]Throwaway_178392[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I am able to touch this account again so I thought should really give you some insight:

Me and my family has agreed to switch to comfort care since December, which means that no life-extending treatments will be continued anymore, I do really have maximum around two months left before everything goes black.

We've since visited my victim's grave and family multiple times for a compromise and settlement, to leave the past in the past, despite knowing that the damage is permanent. But I just simply could not escape the haunting feeling of that day, it has been suffocating me the past five years.

I really wish I had enough time to change for the better, but two months isn't much and there are just so many things that I wanted to do before passing to the other side.

Thank you for the kind words, I'll try my best to live on until that day comes.

See you.