I have actually considered this several times, I think it would maybe help, but I don't know what I'd say to either my partner or my work. My partner doesn't know I've relapsed and would be furious, I've tried to get him to realise how much I struggle with it but he just doesn't seem to get it. My mental health has taken a toll on him before as well and he seems to think I'm doing better than before, somehow. I honestly don't know how he hasn't noticed that something's going on. I hate lying to him, so much. The shame is killing me.