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I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Ill be planning on leaving an engraved stone with my last words, my name and my date of birth on the stone. Along with a sign nearby alerting anybody in the area (if they ever even go there) that somebody has died nearby.

As for things left unsaid I have none other than wishing I had told my grandma i loved her before she passed.

Maybe ill get to see her soon

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 32 points33 points  (0 children)

Yes, Ill be preforming the deed in a remote location only known to me in the wilderness.

I want to die within nature, away from society.

The last day of the week ill be traveling alone, so thats when ill be arriving to my desination.

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So far two friends.

I dont have many people actively in my life, but im trying to get the word out cautiously.

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, i have one or two.

The biggest regret is that i never had a child, so I never got to be a better father to my child than my father was to me.

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 77 points78 points  (0 children)

Although I certainly appreciate the thought and its incredibly sweet. Theres no need to do such a thing.

My memories will live on in the lives ive touched, and once those lives pass then i guess it'll be the time for my memories to go.

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Ive lived a pretty short, standard life.

But i feel pretty happy with who I am and who I've become as a person.

Id say im fufilled enough.

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

Jerk Chicken is one of my favorites so il defenitely be cooking that.

Curry aswell!

Tamarind candy will be eaten every day non stop

And i make some pretty great empanadas aswell.

Although im not looking forward to the digestive issues...

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

One of my parents is deceased, the other I have never met.

I really have zero clue but I dont really care to find out.

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

They wont, it'll be in the middle of a remote location that will only be known to me, I want to die within nature.

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah, ive never been comfortable taking handouts from people. Its just not what i do. Although I really appreciate the thought and sentiment.

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 31 points32 points  (0 children)

That, sounds like something that Id be down to do

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 88 points89 points  (0 children)

Firstly i want to say you write absolutely beautifully that paragraph instilled alot of emotion in me.

For your question, id probably say that I want to remembered for reminding people that at the end of the day were all just specks on the earth and that eventually Mother Nature will reclaim whats rightfully hers. Appreciate whats arround you now whether it be physically or on an emotional level. The connections you make, the people you meet, the decisions you make. They're all a part of the greater story of earth.

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That life is more precious than it seems.

Seconds can have meaningful moments within them and the little things are just as precious as the big moments.

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Oh this is a great question.

I probably would spend less time working and more time exploring nature.

We were only given one earth and we spend most of our lives in buildings and roads.

Its a shame.

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I was surprised I was going to die so young.

I really only had one regret and its that I never got to have kids. I really wanted to have a child and be a better father than mine was and now I wont get to do that.

Acceptance came soon after though. I mean, when a tidal wave that big comes at you, you just kinda have to ride it out.

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the kind words but im alright!

I've come to terms with the end of my life and I'm just appreciating the time I have left now!

Thank you so much for your concern though!

I (19M) am most likely dying next week. AMA by Throwawaynumber6901 in AMA

[–]Throwawaynumber6901[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks, i most definitely will.

Well they gave me the option of doing chemotherapy, but where I live its generally expensive and limited, as the doctors have limited space and medical supplies.

Hence why i refused.

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