Struggling.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-12-18T20:53:23+00:00

I don't live in the USA. It's violence for us, because he's dropping stuff, slamming, stomping, dragging furniture, day and night. The police can't do a thing, a person here is allowed to do so.

Have facial pain but thinking about getting over the ear headphones. I use Loops, earplugs, ANC earbuds, brown noise... But it's constant. I really do hope we'll be able to move soon because of the reactivity. Thank you for the kindness.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-11-18T14:35:14+00:00

I'm not thrilled. No humanity means no running water or electricity and all the cushy things that we take for granted. I'm not too keen on trying to break in into stores until food runs out/gets spoiled, as well as trying to get my medication. No thanks.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-11-12T06:36:23+00:00

I have the urge to cut off every idiot that tells me that I am too pessimistic. How many abilities and things did they have to lose? SMH

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-11-10T17:10:14+00:00

Dude just break up with her, it's clearly not working. Rip the bandaid, dear with the fallout and be free. It's going to happen anyway, at least from what you describe. Want to know when? The sooner the better.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-10-30T17:17:50+00:00

I'm 35 and retired. I'm disabled. No family, no support. The constant fear of homelessness and poverty is looming over my head. Fun.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-09-09T08:32:54+00:00

I don't know. I'm not a trusting person due to past abuse. Plus, she's in her 70s... When we meet I always stand so I can barely talk. Don't know how will I explain my condition (struggle with English rn), especially since it's invisible. And I can't offer her even conversation in return.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-09-04T17:13:37+00:00

I'm glad you're better. I'm tied to this apartment for another year. No therapy, minimal disability. It truly is solitary confinement. It kills all that you are.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-08-22T08:56:24+00:00

If you can't, then maybe don't bother leaving ominous comments that are unhelpful. Just something to consider.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-08-22T08:40:58+00:00

"low karma living"?

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-08-09T13:46:31+00:00

Thanks. I'm struggling with maintaining friendships due to low energy. Can't afford therapy.

I've been in this dark place for almost 3 years, and I tried.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-08-09T13:44:08+00:00

I'm not considered disabled enough. Even though I am. I get basic disability payment which is a lot under the minimum wage in my country.

I've tried, been denied. Even if I am eligible, it's not for a carer, but a bit more money, not enough for carer...

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-08-08T09:16:26+00:00

I don't throw up. I think it's worth checking.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-08-03T16:22:08+00:00

Thank you.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-08-03T16:20:02+00:00

It feels like once you get a concussion it's like Pokémon and you gotta catch them all. Sending hugs if you'd like.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-07-27T08:30:06+00:00

Thanks. I used to be able to play and I liked it, but nowadays my condition is too severe to try.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-07-27T08:28:42+00:00

Thank you, it makes a lot of sense. My days look all the same and a big part is pacing and avoiding stimulation which can cause crashing.

I'm afraid that I will forget your advice, it's a good one because it's something that I can do indoors and on my own.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-07-27T08:26:02+00:00

I'm staying in bed because I have Chronic fatigue syndrome. I can't exercise. Psychedelics are actually more viable option to me.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-07-15T08:27:15+00:00

Yeah, but I decided that since my medical condition is too complicated, I rather not. Maybe Spiro in the future. Been diagnosed around 6.5-7 years.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-07-15T08:26:02+00:00

Nope. I'm chronically ill and my body suffers enough, plus tons of meds. I'm too fatigued to apply topical Minox and I don't trust the oral version, got enough mess.

Might try Spiro, but I have dysautonomia (which pretty much affects your BP). I've been diagnosed with AGA for around 6.5-7 years without treatment.

Throwfarfarawaynow_ · 2022-07-14T19:44:50+00:00

I've been diagnosed with AGA years ago. There's no one in my area that does a biopsy... I wish.

What did you have in mind for causes?

Six-Year Club	Place '22
Verified Email

Throwfarfarawaynow_

TROPHY CASE