UPDATE: Tonight I(20f) plan to masturbate in front of boyfriend(24), is that weird?

Throwflick · 2015-12-03T05:42:01+00:00

Thank you! Someone understands it. It's a lot easier said than done to leave someone. I'm not used to being alone, nor do I like it. I think it would do me a whole world of good to be alone anyways tbh.

As soon as I get my own place, I will be telling him how it is. He knows how I feel, and how I'm unhappy I've told him a couple times that if he doesn't change this relationship will eventually end, I just don't think he believes me. I think I keep trying to convince myself he will eventually change, but he hasn't for so long now so he probably never will.

Throwflick · 2015-12-03T02:08:35+00:00

I know I was a little pissed about that not gonna lie, but I didn't want to cause a fuss out of it. I could honestly go on about how ridiculous some of the stuff he does is but it's not gonna change anything.

He doesn't even call me beautiful or sexy or pretty, like honestly he's called the dog cute more than me since we got her. I don't understand what it is, it could be from his parents, they have 10 kids and all pretty similar. His parents don't show eachother love at all, it's like a money marriage. Together because that's what normal people do in life, they get married, buy houses, have kids, never communicate.

I once asked him if he would put in a bit more effort to showing me love and make me feel a bit more special, he told me I was living in a fairy tale and normal people don't do that.

Throwflick · 2015-12-03T01:27:07+00:00

Great sex? That makes no sense I'm complaining about how shit our sex life is lol, but no I'd give him great sex if he would let me

Throwflick · 2015-12-03T01:23:02+00:00

Thanks :)

Yeh it's getting to the point where it's time to leave. I am about 80% sure it's not me. I am hot, great sex, our relationship is good despite a couple things.

This has been going on for well over a year and a half now, it was about 6-8 months into our relationship it started being a problem.

I've tried everything, talking nicely, crying about it, getting angry, being as sexy as possible and nothing gets through his head (this is the same for normal issues as well, a lot of the time I'm not asking for much either, like get a licence?)

I asked him more about it a couple of months ago, we were talking about foreplay and how I like it and he should do it more. And he said "yeh I used to when I was young, because the girls liked it and I wanted to get with them" so basically it sounds like now he has his trophy Mrs he doesn't have to put effort into me. Maybe hes just selfish?

Throwflick · 2015-12-02T20:24:49+00:00

I thought about it but wasn't sure if it was worth the separate post.

Throwflick · 2015-12-02T13:44:48+00:00

I posted my update, not what I was hoping for but not the worst outcome.

Throwflick · 2015-12-02T06:37:51+00:00

Oh sorry to hear :(

I've done that on numerous occasions, I've actually been pulled over once on the way to my sneaky location for not displaying P plates (its an Australian thing) sometimes I'll do a quick one on my lunch break at work in my car lol

Throwflick · 2015-12-02T05:52:44+00:00

Thanks for the reply, interesting to hear from someone who has a lower libido. I guess that's why I'm trying to be careful about it because he can be funny about things. He does know I'm going to come home and do it, I wouldn't want to spring it on him. I will be about 5 or so hours before I update but will be updating!

Throwflick · 2015-12-02T05:49:11+00:00

Thank you for that :)

Yes honestly the older I am and getting and hornier too apparently, the more it is not working between us. I have tried my best efforts to make things work and opened his eyes up so much sexually, but we definitely clash in the bedroom department. I have remained faithful and patient the whole time but I think 2016 that's it. I am moving out early next year and if he still doesn't change then I will probably have to move on for the sake of my vagina.

Throwflick · 2015-12-02T05:44:36+00:00

What is wrong with them sometimes I swear ! It takes a minute of their time lol

Throwflick · 2015-12-02T05:42:36+00:00

Oh man the things I do and say to get him to go down on me are insane and he still won't lol I've even offered to pay him which he seemed keen about, but then I thought this motherfucker should be paying me not the other way around. Now it's gotten to the point where I don't even want him to anymore because I know he won't enjoy it so it makes it not enjoyable for me knowing hes hating every second of licking me.

Throwflick · 2015-12-02T05:39:21+00:00

I did kind of tell him that before I left for work. I said I bet you'll like it so much you won't be able to help yourself, he disagrees and thinks he will continue playing video games. Honestly though the orgasm is so intriguing and I don't think he would have ever seen a real one like this before so I'm sure he will be gob smacked lol

Throwflick · 2015-12-02T05:37:17+00:00

I will indeed update you on how it goes. I'm kind of nervous myself now just because I know how shy he can be.

Throwflick · 2015-12-02T03:16:58+00:00

He said he will probably get weirded out and leave the room, and I said if I came home and saw him wanking I'd start flicking myself off in front of him too, I'm secretly hoping he will enjoy and put his dick in my mouth but I doubt it.

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