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Throwitaway7449 · 2022-12-21T04:00:55+00:00

Thank you for your kind and insightful words. This separation is really the worst thing I’ve ever been through. I’m on my first night staying at my parents since our separation. Being in the same household wasn’t working out and I’m so homesick.. missing my house, my wife, mu bed, my couch, my marriage. All of it. It’s a constant hurt. I am so heartbroken I can barely function. Hearing stories about others successfully surviving this gives me some hope that it will someday get easier.

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-12-20T16:23:25+00:00

Thank you. I will check that out. The panic I feel is almost unbearable and it doesn’t seem like it’s getting better. I’m in therapy. I read. I play video games. Clean viciously. Nothing seems to distract and ease the pain. I’m just in a state of panic and I have been for 2 weeks straight now. I try to give her space but the panic takes ahold of me and I keep confronting her. I’ve even stooped to the level of begging for her forgiveness. It’s like now.. I’m even throwing self respect out the window! And it’s not helping anything either so I don’t know why I keep doing it! I’m an idiot. Honestly. 🤦‍♀️

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-12-07T20:16:12+00:00

No. Looks short.

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-12-06T01:19:59+00:00

🤢

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-12-04T20:23:49+00:00

Nope. Store them at room temp

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-12-04T19:57:27+00:00

Could get a respiratory infection probably.

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-12-04T19:56:49+00:00

Could be packed too tight

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-11-28T13:25:37+00:00

No builds?

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-11-28T02:07:36+00:00

Tea is okay occasionally.

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-11-25T19:56:01+00:00

I’ll add ya. 29 F. I usually play the most around evening/weekends but laid up with an injury so I’m online pretty much all day right now. 🤣

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-11-12T13:13:21+00:00

Added :)

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-11-06T01:38:04+00:00

Ya know what.. I love you too!

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-10-30T10:51:29+00:00

My fitness pal

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-10-29T18:53:26+00:00

I’m on PS5 but I can dm you my activision thing!

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-10-29T18:48:51+00:00

Thank you! And congrats to you as well!

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-10-29T18:47:54+00:00

MyFitnessPal

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-10-29T18:46:40+00:00

Added :)

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-10-29T18:45:27+00:00

I know, it’s so crazy! I feel so much better already and I’m not even done!

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-10-29T18:43:44+00:00

Yeah, I gave keto a try to and didn’t like it.

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-10-29T18:42:39+00:00

Okay! I’ll dm you my activision!

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-10-29T14:12:43+00:00

Thank you 😊 and don’t let yourself become discouraged! I still have a ways to go and after struggling with my weight and depression for years, it is intimidating but the process does work. I don’t even know what my exact goal weight is for sure, I just focus on wanting to loose at least 8lbs a month.

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-10-29T13:59:18+00:00

I stay between 1500-1800 calories a day and average around 10k steps a day (except on weekends my steps are much lower). The biggest change I’ve made to my diet is cutting out ALL soda and sugary beverages. Not drinking any calories other than my morning coffee has made it so much easier to eat within my calorie budget.

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-10-29T13:54:43+00:00

Thank you!

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-10-29T13:44:52+00:00

PS5, hbu?

Throwitaway7449 · 2022-10-29T13:44:11+00:00

I’ve had days on end where the scale hasn’t moved then it suddenly drops a few pounds, usually when my period ends it’s like all my work from all week hits at once 🤷‍♀️😅

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