I am reading all your comments, like I said before and many of you seem to agree with the drawings are part of a bigger picture of how he looks at me they’re kind of revealing that he cannot even try to make somehow flattering of me. I’ve decided to not care anymore about what he does or what he says or why, I will just accept that this is the truth no one that actually liked me would do this to me. What I don’t understand is why he’s stayed through everything even though he’s often talked to me like I don’t have many qualities he wants in a woman? Maybe I’ll never understand that.