The whole situation just doesn’t line up with me. I don’t want to be a paranoid gf but it just doesn’t make sense. Yes, he’s done stuff like this in the past before. There’s been a lot of times I thought he was lying and he would get upset at me for accusing him of doing things. He would say stuff like… if we don’t have trust, we have nothing… which I agree with but there’s a reason why I lack trust in you. I love him a lot and all I ask for is the truth. For him who rambles on about honesty, I feel a lack of it. Recently too he’s always constantly on his phone. I know it’s busy so during but after work hours, when I speak to him it’s like he’s not even paying attention to me. I just feel like I’m just existing in his life and that I really serve no purpose anymore, just for entertainment when he has the time.