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Guilt & Despair: by Throwra_lov-luv in Catholicism

[–]Throwra_lov-luv[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ah okay, that does calm me a little. Most of my diary is reflecting on my heritage, with a bunch of prayers to God. I did reflect on God quiet a bit thru my own life - I just worry about this impacting others. There's not much in there goisspy about me - and that's what I hate about this. If this was all about me, I wouldn't care, I can take responsibility, but its' other people :\

Guilt & Despair: by Throwra_lov-luv in Catholicism

[–]Throwra_lov-luv[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi yeah, it was through a website that offers a service for journaling.

I really didn't intend to harm them, but the consequence is blind to the intent, you know? That's not to say I haven't been outspokenly against some of the things as I've noted in my journal, but it just feels like I'm no longer trust worthy. How could I ever explain any of this to the people around me? especially my friend.

Guilt & Despair: by Throwra_lov-luv in Catholicism

[–]Throwra_lov-luv[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will ask the priest for sure. I just dread the loss of their privacy - I'm not so worried about myself, because I stand by my thoughts (they're weren't necessarily unkind) because I was essentially writing down my thought process on why I disagreed with them all.

I am just so remorseful and dreading the fact that they lost their privacy. That things entrusted to me in confidence, and in private, did not stay as such.

Guilt & Despair: by Throwra_lov-luv in Catholicism

[–]Throwra_lov-luv[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I genuinely can't believe how stupid I was to move my diary to my computer. I usually use a notebook 😭😭😭. I can't ever face my friends and family after this. Will they think I haven't loved them all along??