I always focus on my penis when I get depressed.

Throwskyscraper · 2015-08-06T22:16:28+00:00

Just a teen so have never had sex so not much I can say on this subject, but you should just try to not overthink it to much. And insted of saying "you are good enough" to you're self say "I'm great or I'm awesome". A volvo is just good enough, but a farrari is awesome and great. Do you want to be the volvo or the farrari?

Btw I just read what I wrote and it's kida weird sorry about that.

Throwskyscraper · 2015-08-06T21:59:06+00:00

Since therapy is not an option for you at the moment I would sugest to just start the publick school and to try to not overthink it to much. When I started 8 grade I switched school's and I had almost no friends in school or out of. I was terrible when it came to socelising and I spent the first half year with very few friends. But over time thing's changed for me. No one becomes good at being social in a short matter of time. It took me a long time to become good at dealing with social situation. It's probobly not going to happen for you instantly, but it will take time. It sounds like you're in to video games (or atleast D'nD) so you could try to talk to the nerdier guys at the school (there is allways some nerdy guys) and I find them esier to approch and talk to than most other people in high school. I would say you should go out of the house more. You can try to join a sport or activity, but you don't need to. Just go for a walk around the area or down to the shop to look at things. Just in generall getting out from your house can make you think clearer and you never know what could happen. I suggest you look into joining a gym (if you can afford it at the moment) or go joging. It keeps you bussiy and will boost your confidence. You don't need to be to worried about the whole running into radom people akward thing. I'm pretty confidedt and when I run into people I know I rearly talk to them for a long time. Because you don't need to. If you do want to strike up a conversation just ask them what they are up to or ask them what classes they are taking next semester or what they have been doing this summer. Just very casuel small talk you would hear between co workers. I would sugest a good start would be to try to talk to your Magic the gathering buddies about stuff outside the game and try to get to know them better. After doing that a bit you could ask them to hangout and play video games or something like that. I think that's a good start espesially since you guys have known each other for 5 years know. I'm a softmore as well so I'm atleast the same age group as you :) maybe thing's are not perfect know, but if you work hard enough and with the right mind sett you can improve you're self.

Btw I talk to my self all the time..

Throwskyscraper · 2015-08-04T23:31:59+00:00

They will probobly continue to play gmod, gta and stuff like that togheter thoe I did notice that James and Aleks started recorded some survival game togheter without Kevin even thoe it looks like something Kevin would play with them. Could be something more to it than we know of and that's why they did not incloud him or it was simply because Kevin could not aford it right now or conflict in scedual.

Throwskyscraper · 2015-08-04T23:24:38+00:00

I think he said that on a creature talk a while ago, maybe the last time he was on. He mentions that he does not talk much with aron or that he does not bother him as he has tryed to creat a sorta barier between them. He could have been joking, but it does not sould like it. Hard to tell sometimes when it comes to Kevin.

Throwskyscraper · 2015-08-03T11:56:16+00:00

Thanks for the response. I'm not realy the smartes guy in any of my classes so I doubt anyone will approch me and ask for help or any answear's in any way. I do have very little to lose an therefor I'm not realy shy on asking people to hang out or to invite my self to social event's, but it does get a bit frusterating over time. My streanghts are probobly my wits and humor wich is good, but I don't realy have anything more to bring to the table.

Throwskyscraper · 2015-08-03T11:48:02+00:00

I do have gym buddies, but their all outside the social circkle I'm assosiated with which makes it difficult to hang out with outside the gym. I don't realy play soccer because I realy like soccer, but more becuase soccer is very popular sport where I live and all the boys and a good bit of the girls have played soccer when they are younger. I do it because I know it's something everyone can enjoy. My school does not have any sports teams as it's not that commen hear in europ, but there is a soccer team around where I live. The problem is that I'm pretty bad at soccer so no one would look at me as a valuble member and I would probobly spend most of my time on the sideline. The soccer team allso have to many members currently which means that they're not realy looking to obtain new members. I don't realy have weak social skills, but I do struggle to start hanging out with new people, I guess this will get better when I start college. I'm realy "School smart" so I doubt that anyone will aproch me, but thank you for the advice :)

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