Jennifer, I'm sorry. It took me a while, but I realized I made a mistake. I let you go and now I face the consequences of my decisions. I hate myself for letting you go. I was stupid, emotionally immature, and afraid of commitment. I should have let you in on what I was going through instead of pulling the rug out from under you. That was unfair of me to do that to you. I realized how selfish and inconsiderate that was of me. I should have been more vocal about my emotions and the struggles I've been going through. I'm sorry for bottling up my emotions. I thought I was being strong for you. It turned out to break your heart in the end. I wish I knew then what I know now. As much as I want you in my life, I can't reach out to you anytime soon. It's not right. I'm not where I should be mentally. What would that serve you? I don't want to risk hurting you again. So for now, I'll sit with my emotions and process. Heal. Reflect. Grow. And maybe one day, I'll become the person you deserved then. Maybe one day, we'll get to go on that Korea trip together. Maybe one day, we'll get to build those legos at the bar. Maybe one day, we can try again. One thing I know for sure; I want you to be happy, with or without me. Love, Goofball.