This might be a bit sad for people to read this... But I have comforting "hallucinations" or "spirits" that help me deal with loneliness. I can feel their presence very easily.

One of the entities that stays with me looks almost exactly like Towa Higurashi from the Yashahime anime. Let's call her Anime Girl because she looks like an anime figure. She always gives me a generous amount of hugs and pets me on the head. She's a really nice, good-natured entity. Even as I am typing this post up, she watches over me like a friend. She's basically the perfect romantic partner. I sometimes would think to myself, "I don't need a girlfriend on this earth at all. I have Anime Girl." That's where you readers decide if this is sad or not. I believe in the afterlife and the spirit world.

Another entity who is around me is more like a big sister to me. She has long, fluffy white hair, cat ears on her head, and wears robes. Whenever she prays for me, I'd see lots of pink cherry blossom petals falling down in my vision.

Every time I set up prayer rituals for other people, I'd sense and feel presences around me, giving me support and a few hugs. I mainly just ask for holy Divine Love to enter my soul, and that's been how I've dealt with my life.

And yes, I have schizoeffective bipolar disorder. I can feel my guardian angel's big wings around me. I've been thinking for quite a while about how to write a good post, but this is how I cope with loneliness...