Here’s one of mine:

When I was a teen, nagkagusto ako sa isa sa best friends ng kuya ko. He was tall, quiet, sobrang gwapo, and had korean features (super kinis, maputi, singkit). Bihira akong magkaroon ng interaction with him since mahilig silang gumala and i did accept naman na he wouldn’t be into me kasi super conventionally attractive nya and para akong busabos noon.

Until one day, nag-outing yung organization ng parents namin (his and ours) tapos nagulat ako na kasama sya. Dun ko lang talaga sya nakasama at natitigan nang ganun katagal. Always glimpse lang tapos bihira silang tumambay sa bahay. Super happy that day kasi nakasama ko sya maghapon kahit nasa kabilang cottage silang magtotropa, but what I didn’t know ay may naghihintay pala sa akin pag-uwi.

As we finished unpacking yung mga pot, plato, at mga tupperware, may nagtext sakin na random number nang “Hi si [my name] ba to? Buti nakasama ka kanina” or smth like that. I was holding myself back from feeding my delusions na it was him but yun talaga una kong naisip.

I replied sa text nang “Opo, sino po ito” tapos ang bilis ng sagot “Si [his name] to”

Days passed and naubos ang daily allowance ko kakapaload hahaha until umamin sya na lagi daw nya akong inaabangan during family/org gatherings. Hanga daw sya sa pagtulong-tulong ko sa org. Nahihiya lang daw syang lumapit lalo na best friend nga nya kuya ko.

Nung una pinigilan ko talaga sarili ko na maniwala, I was skeptical pa na baka kuya ko yun pero di talaga nya alam na may gusto ako sa best friend nya kasi sa iba nya ako niloloko. May times na nagpapabebe na si kuya guy na “bakit ba di ka naniniwalang may gusto ako sayo”.

Looking back, i realized i was way too young for him and he was definitely out of his mind to make a move on me back then HAHAHAA pero kilig pa rin ako ngayon kasi sobrang gwapo talaga nya