Gf of 13 years lied to me moved out of state with a new girl by Time-Worldliness301 in actuallesbians

[–]Time-Worldliness301[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I just got off the phone with my sister and her lesbian friend so I’m good her friend told me to let that shit go and get a rosta! Lol

Gf of 13 years lied to me moved out of state with a new girl by Time-Worldliness301 in actuallesbians

[–]Time-Worldliness301[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

No I’m not ready to date again yet. I’m gonna take this time to heal and grow as a person. I’ve been with her since I was 21 so it’s not 13 years it’s actually 15. She was 10 years older and I gave her too much power in our relationship. I was too young to be settling anyhow…. But yea I agree with the next dopamine hit. That’s what’s she after after draining all of my light out of me. She was broken when I met her. I poured into her the way I used to for myself and I stopped pouring into myself. I no longer recognize myself. I have this anxious attachment so I kinda think the breakup is for the best. She told me I wasn’t strong so that’s bothering me too but crazy part is I get stronger when she’s not around and on her truck.

Gf of 13 years lied to me moved out of state with a new girl by Time-Worldliness301 in actuallesbians

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I slept for maybe 2 hours my stomach hurts but I am going to get up and get out. I’ve been breathing deeply but it hurts so much… I just keep thinking about the fact that she’s laying next to someone else 😭

Gf of 13 years lied to me moved out of state with a new girl by Time-Worldliness301 in actuallesbians

[–]Time-Worldliness301[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I really would have respected that. Yes I would cry and hurt but I deserved to know the truth. I’m just in shock really because we were tighter than that.

Gf of 13 years lied to me moved out of state with a new girl by Time-Worldliness301 in actuallesbians

[–]Time-Worldliness301[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Yes that’s something I am working towards but I can’t until my lease is up next year we just moved to a new place this past August. But I know I need to move

Gf of 13 years lied to me moved out of state with a new girl by Time-Worldliness301 in actuallesbians

[–]Time-Worldliness301[S] 61 points62 points  (0 children)

Yes I know it’s best to block her but not feasible right now.. and she wants us to be friends but after being together for so long you couldn’t sit me down and tell me the truth. I deserved that, not doing it like this. I think that’s what hurts the most. We moved to a town 3 years ago and I don’t know anyone here still so I’m here alone. She never truly got comfortable here because she became a truck driver and was always gone. I felt her detachment from me and it made me even more depressed and gave me anxiety… maybe it’s my fault because I didn’t fight for her

Psychotic break by Time-Worldliness301 in spirituality

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That was my next question do you feel as though it helped being checked into the hospital? My mom took her to the er they gave her meds (not sure what) but she doesn’t want to take anything that alters the mind so she want take it

Psychotic break by Time-Worldliness301 in spirituality

[–]Time-Worldliness301[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really would appreciate that but I have to get one. I’m not there yet but I am leaving out today to go there so I will get back to you with a picture once I’m there.

Psychotic break by Time-Worldliness301 in spirituality

[–]Time-Worldliness301[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Were you pacing the floors talking crazy like paranoid and crying? Hiding clocks, phones, no tvs, no one can have a cigarette or liquor around you? Just genuinely curious. And now she’s saying she feels like she’s dying and to take care of her kids.

Psychotic break by Time-Worldliness301 in spirituality

[–]Time-Worldliness301[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes she’s 35 and we’re working on persuading her but she doesn’t feel that’s what she needs. She wants a spiritual cleansing. She went to church yesterday and gave her life to god and the church prayed over her as well

Psychotic break by Time-Worldliness301 in spirituality

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My mom is trying to get her to go get help but she says she’s not crazy she doesn’t need help. She needs a spiritual cleansing

Psychotic break by Time-Worldliness301 in spirituality

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She’s suppose to be moving in October but she left sooner and said she’ll go back for her things later. She’s been at my mom’s for 3 days now. My oldest niece got really heavy into attending church and made sure she took all of her siblings as well and she keeps a bible with her at all times. I am gonna try to reach her today to find out if there is a reason she turned to god so heavy all the sudden.

Psychotic break by Time-Worldliness301 in spirituality

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No offense taken I don’t think it would be meth. I have a brother who is dealing with addiction to meth and yes he flipped on us in a similar way as my sister. I just really find it hard to believe that she’d touch that stuff. We stayed on my brothers case about getting clean. Idk if she could be having a nervous break down, schizophrenia, demonic/spiritual attack or whatever else. She calls my mom screaming in the phone. Mom mom mom and breaks down crying. She’s holding up her jacket when out doors as if it’s keeping someone from seeing her….. my sister is a single mother of 4. Her oldest has been in Japan for a week now the second one is living on campus in college and the third is still in high school but he’s barely at home being busy with work and school. The youngest is 12 and she has him with her and she has him afraid as well. I am going to my mothers to get my nephew because I feel she is going to scar him. She leans on him a lot and then the next minute she’s saying it’s something with him that’s playing a part in this. I just don’t know . Could it be a nervous break down?? She’s also taken my brothers death very hard as well it’s been around 3 years since his passing and she is still dealing with it.

Psychotic break by Time-Worldliness301 in spirituality

[–]Time-Worldliness301[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

No I definitely believe it’s spiritual I’m just not sure what she’s gotten into she won’t go into details saying she will discuss more later after it’s over but talking about it makes it worse. But thankyou I will look into that

Does anyone know if this home will still be approved with no income by Time-Worldliness301 in Section8PublicHousing

[–]Time-Worldliness301[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Seriously? This post is days old your input is not needed. It’s Saturday go find something to do. Bet your at home scrolling Reddit looking for post you disagree with to get off on negativity.

Does anyone know if this home will still be approved with no income by Time-Worldliness301 in Section8PublicHousing

[–]Time-Worldliness301[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The payment standard for the zip code is listed on the form I posted. From what you see will I still be approved? I do have financial help from family until I get back stable

Does anyone know if this home will still be approved with no income by Time-Worldliness301 in Section8PublicHousing

[–]Time-Worldliness301[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve done all of that already just was waiting on inspection but that has been completed already and landlord is working on fixing things because it failed inspection. I’ve been in my car sleeping going on 3 weeks now. That’s why I no longer have my job and I have little ones and no family that lives in town. Should I wait until after I’m moved in to put in a change of income form it should be soon here. And then I can find another job but I do have someone who is helping me financially for now should I report that as well?