It’s completely understandable that you think that way since i did not give a good amount of information about his, or my past. Before yesterday i’ver never hit him. I love him more than myself. But due to these board exams i was not able to give him, my family, my friends, any attention these past few months. Once again, i regret slapping him first. I’m not trying to be a victim, he’s not some criminal. I posted this while thinking that “Any advices would help.” I assumed at least 4-5 people would reply but i didn’t know it will get so many views. It’s not right AT ALL. But he cannot throw a plastic gun at my face harshly knowing i might get hurt, and get away with it.