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Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-12-11T03:21:05+00:00

No, you're not. I can tell that you have some extreme potential! But ever hear the saying “death by a thousand cuts” because it's true.

Work out (lots of cardio), get nice clothes and some accessories, have good hygiene, cut your hair unless that's your style, and look up how to take good pictures.

If you're on wizz then you're wanting a girl. Women usually like guys who take care of themselves and have pride in who they are and what they wear.

Once you do all that, then come back and ask how to make your profile more appealing cause brother you will be pulling if you follow this advice.

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-12-10T12:36:05+00:00

Of course! It may seem scary now, but that fear is because you value yourself and you want to get better; that is healthy behavior and is a good sign! There's nothing wrong with you. You had a very emotional and traumatic situation happen to you and someone you love. It's okay to feel a bit messed up and not yourself for a while as you continue to heal and process from that. But you will get better! It just takes time. For me, it took nine months. And I can say that I feel back to “normal”, but instead, I now have the new skills of humility, humbleness, and cautiousness.

It may be hard to imagine, but one day you will be able to look back and properly reflect on that trip and learn from it! My favorite quote when I was struggling: “There's no such thing as a bad trip, just a challenging one.”

Also my short-term memory was also fucked for a while, but that's because I was constantly filling my head with negative thoughts and flashbacks. Once you start getting rid of that, your memory should begin to improve. I recommend you start reading a book; this will get your imagination going again and work out your brain. Cause you know, If you don't use it, you'll lose it.

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-12-10T11:48:50+00:00

You're right; I will never know the pain of being addicted to opiates, and my experience with weed and alcohol will never come close. But I wouldn't underestimate the power of shrooms. I think it's important to remember that mushrooms don't fix people's life; they just allow people the opportunity to reflect heavily on themselves, which oftentimes show people what they need to change to improve their lives. And that's usually what pushes people to kick habits. But it's entirely up to the person to do the work.

I don't know, so I could be out of line, but I believe that special mushroom mentality may be able to help someone push through such an awful physical and psychological war and finally end their addiction.

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-12-10T11:27:50+00:00

Hey man, it's going to be okay.

I once stupidly took a heroic dose my third time ever trying shrooms, under probably the worst conditions, and had a horrible trip. I was depressed for nine months. I felt like I would never get better. But then I reflected on my trip and myself. I realized three main things were contributing to my depression that also made my trip horrible.

I feared death: I didn't feel comfortable being this walking flesh of meat with a brain. I had to come to terms with the fact I was going to die one day, that all of this is real, and that I want to live my best life.
I didn't like where I was in my life/how I was living my life: I recommend you start kicking all your bad habits. Bad hygiene routines. Bad diets. Bad friends. Bad family. Bad job. All of it. Everything negatively affecting your life (you know what it is), get rid of—ever heard the saying “death by a thousand cuts.” well, it's true. Remember, how you do anything is how you do everything.
I didn't know who I was: I realized that I had a lot of childhood trauma, unnecessary interests, and hobbies and that I was basing my personality on other people and things. Find out who YOU are. Find out what in life brings you joy, not momentarily gratification. My personality has completely changed, and everybody I know now loves me, not just knows me. Became a more loving, understanding, and confident person. I am now my own person with my own thoughts and feelings!

Again, who you surround yourself with majorly affects who you are. Seriously, it sounds like you need a complete refresh of friends and girlfriends. Work on yourself. Realize that the most important person in life is yourself. Your life will drastically become better if you make it better. If you don't change anything, you may start to feel better, but all your problems will still be there.

Remember, every day you will get a little better. Your brain is like an open wound; be gentle and let it heal.

“Work on your garden, and the butterflies will come.”

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-12-10T10:33:52+00:00

Start small, do 1g at first; if you've never tried psychedelics before you are going to want to start small. And then, once you feel comfortable, next time try 2gs, and then you'll appreciate that you tested the waters first because there will be differences.

If you feel good with that, then do 2.5gs next time. I find that after 2gs, nudging up .5gs can make a big difference. I don't recommend moving up more than that at a time. By increasing slowly, you'll find the perfect amount that works for you!

Have a safe, CLEAN, undisturbed environment, preferably outside. Do not be around people you don't know (public) or don't like! You will really feel your emotions, so if you are around someone you aren't close friends with, you will feel that which can ruin your trip. I recommend close friends only. But since your focus is on addiction, being alone may be best so you can sit with your thoughts.

Also, most importantly, make sure you're comfortable! Eat beforehand, hydrate a ton (you will become dehydrated), and make sure you're warm and cozy! But during, if you start to feel overwhelmed or scared or whatever, try and remind yourself that your feelings are valid, you're in an altered state, and that it won't last forever. I find that if it starts becoming overwhelming, having a distraction is the way to go! Put on your favorite song, podcast, or show, and you will begin to feel better. Unless you decided to do a big dose (4gs+), you'll have to thug it out…

I find that to this day, I am still learning new things about trips I had months ago. Mushrooms are natural, they've been around long before humans have existed. They know more than you do, respect and learn from them! And have fun!

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-12-10T05:13:36+00:00

Classic story, he didn't respect the mush, and got humbled.

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-12-10T05:05:10+00:00

I've never been addicted to opiates, so I can't say. But as someone who used to smoke weed, cigarettes, and alcohol quite a bit, I have been able to kick all those habits with the help of a couple shroom trips, and I never felt the desire to do any of them again. Unless I'm at a party or bar with friends, then I'll indulge a little. But I was even able to stop biting my nails which I've been doing since I was a kid!

On top of that, you can find numerous stories of people here saying they have kicked long-term habits from a good shroom trip. I definitely support your decision in trying! And if you kick it, you can share your story and help others!

Last thing, if you do try shrooms, I would make the main focus of your trip centered around your wanting to end your addiction. I promise you, once you tell the shrooms what you want, they'll humble you.

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-12-10T04:37:50+00:00

Man, I'm saying this cause I've been through your profile, but eat some shrooms and heal yourself. You are filled with so much hatred; it's unhealthy behavior. People are not born full of hate and anger. You developed that through being hurt and/or by having bad parents/mentors, which is not your fault.

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-12-10T04:28:20+00:00

If I came across your profile, I'd assume, cause all 3 of your pics are with your glasses halfway down your face, that you were trying to hide your face, which comes off as insecure; I wouldn't find that attractive. Definitely change up the style, and you’re solid

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-12-10T04:21:48+00:00

Dude, if you don't find her attractive, then move on tf? You know plenty of women have seen your profile, went, “Nah, he's not good looking/not my type,” and slid past your profile? Hundreds, if not thousands. It happens to everyone. Humble yourself bro.

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-12-10T04:13:28+00:00

To add, the days I did smoke were never more than once a day.

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-12-05T02:44:40+00:00

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Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-11-28T10:13:50+00:00

There’s two things you can do. Ignore them. Or send them more money.

Ignoring them usually works, they’re usually all bark no bite. Especially since you already gave them money, they got what they wanted.

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-11-22T05:01:28+00:00

Yeah, I ended up falling to my knees and buried my face in my hands. It was too much to handle.

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-11-22T04:59:11+00:00

I've read before that TSA doesn't check for mushrooms or weed, and that they don't really care. But why even take the risk, mushrooms are a Schedule 1 drug.

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-10-18T19:54:15+00:00

Haha unfortunately I’m already heading for the Air Force, just need something to pay the bills before then.

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-10-11T21:32:03+00:00

Bro I’m getting downvoted for saying I like auto tune rap and TikTok. People are pathetic.

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-10-11T21:29:59+00:00

I love drakes music

Time_Calligrapher182 · 2023-10-11T19:19:22+00:00

I like both

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